It's All About My LIFE~~~

It's CNY coming!

2012-01-18T08:29:00.000-08:00

Have a prosperous CNY everyone!

Shall upload Hee Him's birthday celebration we had at RedBox on the last day of exam.

11.1.12

大头贴！

I hope I got the Mandarin right! xD
Pau's birthday celebration photos on the 16th Jan are upcoming!

Good luck for my sales in 2012!
=D

Sorry!

2011-12-23T08:59:00.000-08:00

Guess I didn't make it after all, updating my blog often.

Also, the pictures I've promised, well, there's 4.
Simple and short where you can actually see it from my Facebook.
Still, better than none here.
It was all so boring and lifeless, which I'm not very fond of.

Cakes bought by Mummy at home.

Hand-baked cake from Pauline and Cupcakes leftovers from Kong. xD

Wee Wee's sincere handwritten papers.

And this one was my pressie from Kong. <3

Recently, I'm back into BOOKS.
Yes, books!
Those Fiction novels where you saw at bookstores, which was 400 pages thick.
I finished 3 of them in 3 days.
I started to love this writer, Kelley Armstrong.
Her piecework were indeed amazing.
These are the ones I've been reading these 3 days.

I bought those at a great deal though.
Along with these two.

During the largest book-fair in Straits Quay.
Saved a lot!
Or should I say I spent a lot? xP

Still, I gotta study and work now at the same time.
Exam's around the corner, AGAIN.
Oppss, this time I'm in another field of work.
Insurance agent.
Mm-hmmm...
Advertising myself now.
Look for me if you needed anything to do with it.
Hahaha!

Short update.

2011-11-22T08:13:00.000-08:00

Fron today onwards, I would be using my mobile to update my posts over here. Which would be like easier since my mum would be using my lappie temporarily. Or else you won't see me updating my blog and start abandoning it again. I skipped loads of stuffs here since last month. For example, my birthday, which I would soon upload my photos including my mum's marriage. Whee~ Alright got to go now, having serious migraine recently. God bless me. Nights people.

It's My BIRTHDAY!

2011-10-25T09:06:00.000-07:00

It's officially my birthday!
I'm 19!
I hear loads of fire crackers and fireworks out there.

But they all weren't for me.
It's Deepavali~

Keleng na kia...
xD

Birthday Eve!

2011-10-25T08:41:00.000-07:00

Spent my time home-alone today.
Accompanied by a kid and a dog.
LOL!

This year, all I want is peace and harmony.
Not leaving Money behind also for sure.

Celebrated my birthday with my family last 10 minutes ago.
Kong was here after helping out his dad though.
How sweet of him.
It's all very simple this year.
=)

Thanks to Wendy for being the first one to wish.
Though it's one hour early, still, that's very nice of her.
I believe my Facebook would be loaded with birthday wishes after 10 more minutes.
I'd be prepared. xD

Tomorrow, lunch-ing with Pau, Fafa, Siang and Yun Jie!
<3

By the way, my Xperia Active is out!
Launched in Malaysia!
Whee~
To be grabbed soon!
=DD

I'm Back!

2011-10-23T09:54:00.000-07:00

Seemed like I took a break for real long this time.

One thing to post tonight is that I've been spending money like water this month!
Whether it's for something important or not, still I spent a whole load of those.
But at least, I managed to earn kao kao this month, that is why I could spend that way.
Or I'll be dead BROKE!

One good news, or was that supposed to be a bad news, Xperia Active launched in Malaysia!
RM980 for a AP.
Now you see why I say it might be a bad news to me.
I'm to spend again.
=P

And.
I bought my shoes' insoles today!
Whee~
That's for my working path of course.
Where I have to stand for like basically a few days and long hours.
I only sat when I'm eating my lunch and dinner.
That particular few minutes did meant a lot to my legs.
So, I got myself these!
It really do seemed very useful to me and it's also not very cheap.
Rm50 / pair!
Still, I'm satisfied and trusted its usefulness.
=D

Recently, went for another photoshoot with Seang Yee again.
This time, with her colleagues.
Too bad, my performance wasn't as good as the previous ones.
Shall upload a few of my favourites.

The photographers.
One lady missing (the one who took this photo).

That's all for tonight.
My birthday's upcoming.
Hopefully I won't be getting any unwanted surprises.
<3

Photoshoot!

2011-09-28T09:29:00.000-07:00

Recently, I had lots of outings with friends to get my time occupied.

First to mention, the important one is the outing with Pau, Walter, and Ash!
It has been long since the only 4 of us had our outing together, without having our boyfriends or whoever along.
We had our fun and the day was tiring.
Here's the picture of ours.

The Vogue model? *Hiao one* xD
Oily ones. =P
Black one? xD
At Aims!
<3

Let's see our faces when we 4 last came out together, which was last year!
Compare! =DD

Loads of memories with them.

Not to forget, Seang Yee and I both went for some photo-snapping on Sunday.
The pictures turned out to be quite satisfying.
I shall let you guys have a look at it yourselves.
These are a few of my favorites! =D

Thanks Seang Yee for the shots!
There'll be more to come!
=D

You see, days could be great with great friends around isn't it?
As long as there are no friends faking around you, you'd be happy for sure.
=)

CSI Investigations.

2011-09-22T21:50:00.000-07:00

How I wished the last people on Earth to know about my 'screwed-up' relationships are my PARENTS!
And yes, I BROKE UP!
Every single time I screw-up my relationship, they are sure to question me loads of ridiculous stuffs which I don't intend to give them any answer!
Great!
All I want now is to occupy my time, making myself busy and get rid of what's been on my mind.
I'll get over it.

Geez~
I want Johnny English!
I need someone to watch with!
Of course, with people whom I'm comfortable with.
=)

Holiday Ends!

2011-09-15T23:13:00.000-07:00

Same goes to my work in the Sim Tuition Centre! Okay, if in case you don't know, my experience there was not that right. Usually, it was the teacher bullying and torturing the students. Now, I totally know how it feels when the students are as mischievous as little monkeys do!

Why? That's because the first thing is I'm 80% illiterate in Chinese! That does caused a lot of havoc to me. Whenever the students are to form Chinese sentences using Chinese words, I'd use my phone to check on the wordings if they are correct or not. Worst still, I don't really know how to read them all! I have to go from teacher to teachers to ask around. Then there goes the students teasing! Arrghhh~

As expected, the students made fun of me. =.= Standard 1 students could really make you feel miserable enough. There's particularly a few of those mischievous ones, the noisy ones. How I wished they were as good as the only girl in my class. She's the angel among the others, wearing the halo on her head while the others wearing their devil's horn! I guess Kong wasn't facing as much as what I went through those 4 days at the other branch! I swear, I'll NEVER EVER be a teacher! Unless it's in a few condition:

1. No Chinese!
2. The student is as good as the girl in my class,
3. The subject's standard must not exceed Standard 3!

If the student meets the criteria above, the he or she qualifies to be MY student! xD

Anyway, I don't think they'll take me in anymore. Since I'm like illiterate in Chinese which majority of those students are from Chinese schools. I give up as well, even if they were to take me in again, I'd resign too! LOL!

Alright, yesterday, result was out! I'm glad that my CGPA did increase a lil'. To me as long as I don't degrade and keep on improving, then it's good. =) But still, it wasn't really as what I've been expecting. Surprisingly, I gotten a B+ for my Commercial Law which I thought I'd at least got an A! But it's alright because at least the least expected one like Basic Management Principle which I thought would gotten a B got an A instead! So, that's like practically replaced my disappointment. Better than nothing! =P

I think that's for all now. Here's a picture of me and Pau going over to La Mei Zhi with Ban Seng and the whole gang of basketballers last night! Long time since we did hang out like that. College starts next Monday and I rot no more! I'm now chasing after jobs and money. Looking for fairs and events. Their pay is indeed better. Life's mostly about that now. Although I don't really like that, but I still have to. =(

Pay Day!

2011-09-05T08:11:00.000-07:00

Alright, another part-time work done!

Friends are awesome and the pay is good. =D
Meet new people, new knowledge.
The 3 days Perfect Living Fair in PISA is great (other than standing for whole day).
Tiring legs and now I started to regret for not buying the shoe's insoles.
Hmmm...
More fairs to go in future.

Long since the last time I drank.
Had fun last night, though something not that great happened.
Had a great sleeping anyhow.
And to realize I lost my bracelet this morning.
=(
Not that good.
Had some quarrel and there it go again.
Glad everything's fine now.

Celebrated Seang Yee's birthday just now.
Went Gurney and there we go, paying money to get ourselves scared!
AWESOME~
xD
Darn the scenes.

There goes another day!

MDDB (Northen)'s 2nd Adoption Drive @ Juru, Auto-City!

2011-09-01T08:52:00.000-07:00

As I have mentioned, today's post would about MDDB's Adoption Drive @ Juru, Auto-City!
I'll let the pictures do the talk! =D

The lovely two.

Innocent sister.

Let me introduce you the official members of MDDB's.

This is Fen Ying, the Vice-President.

Kok Han, the President. *Fen Ying's boyfriend. =)

Meet the other two.

Ellen, the Secretary of MDDB.
& Wendy, the official emcee of the event.

The two rescuer from KL.

Kong cuddling the spotty one.

While me, cuddling the active one.

There they go playing around.
The one with pink ribbon is a cheeky little girl.

This is the one! xD

Exhausted puppies.

Aren't they just adorable????

They just want love.

One pretty girl isn't she? =D

There goes the bully.
That's Wendy, passing the mic around to do the talks in different version : Mandarin! xD

Meet the fatty bulldog!
He's cute but HUGE!
*Slurring his saliva all over, and that includes my hand! xD

Another manja one.
This one went on the first day, which I wasn't there. =(

Pretty lil' baby waiting for her new mummy to get done with her work and bring her to her new home! =D

That's all for this round!
I bet there's more to come!
Pouring love all around.
Hope to see ya!
=D

No pictures!

2011-08-31T10:21:00.000-07:00

It seems like I couldn't blog bout today's Adoption Drive tonight, since someone doesn't want to help me upload the pictures. So I guess I'll have to do it tomorrow night! =) Anyway, it's a real fun today! =D Much love!

New Cammie!

2011-08-29T08:30:00.000-07:00

My very first waterproof-cammie for only RM29.90!!! I know that's like freaking cheap for a camera right? Plus it is waterproof! Bought it from S & J this evening. Went QB with my family. I was longing to have it! Not sure if it's gonna work out, but no harm trying right? Furthermore, in between drowning a Rm29.90 camera and a Rm500 or above's camera, which would you choose? xD

First I saw it @ Fourskin in Gurney, but I was too reluctant to buy it as my wallet is drying up. Today, not that now I'm loaded, but I managed to get my Mum to buy it for me! Wakakaka... She too was reluctant to buy it for me though. My persuasive skills are good enough isn't it? I love you Mum! =D

Had enough today. Have to start working tomorrow. Two days event and that's a long drive. Auto-City! Wheehee~

Too bad I couldn't help out with the Adoption Drive held on the same place and day. I just have to work first. Sad.

HOLIDAY! Or Work Days?

2011-08-24T20:34:00.000-07:00

Today finally done with the last paper of the semester! Which meant Holidays for me, but also Working-Time!

It started off with a stressful morning, a relieved feeling after the paper's done, a frustration when something disappointing occurs. Thank God the problem has NOTHING to do with my paper.

My aim this semester, 3 A's and 2 B's. Not my aim actually, I should say expected results. My aim was way better than that, which is impossible this time. I'm hungry now. =(

There's another Adoption Drive coming again! The second one. Yes, the same venue, Juru Auto-City. Time and Date?

Tuesday, August 30 at 7:00pm - August 31 at 10:00pm.

It's a 2 days event this time. Not sure would I be going for both days or not. Afraid I'm working. Sad much. People, once again, please help supporting the event, giving home to the puppies and doggies. They do deserve a much better ones. =D

落地开花!!!

2011-08-18T08:52:00.000-07:00

Yes, If you do read Chinese, I assumed that you know today I broke something and it's a plate! Hey hey, it wasn't actually my fault that it fell on the floor. It did not slipped right away from my hand eventually but, slipped from the rack once after I placed it there. So, NOT really my fault right? xD Long time since I broke one previously. Way back when I was still a lil' kid. That really refreshed my memory.

Right, today's all about LAW! Stressed up seriously. Got me insane. Applause for you, Law. No wonder why people always go insane when they took up this course. They go phsyco! They studied for years you imagine, yet I'm like just studying for 3 months, and here am I. Complaining. LOL!

Blames myself for not putting in much effort actually. It's alright! Time for me to go back to Law! Chaoz! ='(

LAW!

2011-08-17T08:36:00.000-07:00

Law is driving me crazy. For the first time I study in this kind of method :

Recording my own voice reading the whole filled-up 16 pages of Law Notes!

Listening while reading the notes do help but, when you do that continuously for hours, trust me, you'll go MAD! Now I can't really read other stuffs like people's blog posts and stuffs. Gave me such a headache. Urgghh~ Plus the "ko tai" below my apartment! Boom-ing me around.

Challenges wei! =S

Exam-Mode Finally 'ON'!

2011-08-15T11:14:00.000-07:00

Now finally! I'm in my study mode and 4 days left to this semester's final exam again. Wish me luck! =D

Hmmm. Who knows if there's any part-time jobs this end of the month? I'm looking for one. Semester break. I surely need to work for money. Geez, my phone's buzzer sure is going bad. LOL!

One more random thought that just popped-out of my mind is that just knew yesterday that the coming PSDC 3 on 3's next station would be on my Birthday! Which is on October 26th. And I suddenly have the feeling to celebrate Halloween this year! Shall see how then. =P

I had a review myself on this post. It is indeed random! xD

Alright, it's 2.26 am now. Should be down on bed. Nights peeps. <3

Better.

2011-08-10T10:03:00.000-07:00

Today, my sun shines again.
Though there's still a dim of darkness, but I believe it'll all fade away soon.

2011-08-08T10:30:00.001-07:00

What the hell now? Didn't I know these kind of shits would happen sooner or later? I knew it. Guys are total jerks! When you are sad, those who are saying that you can have their shoulder, they HAVE INTENTIONS! Either they want you, or they are your good buddy. Most of them are just some arse trying to make your future more miserable.

Sweet words? They kills! Don't fall for it. Sweet but disappointing to the MAX!

Things do change after some time. We then tend to take things for granted. Falling into such a mess. Either to face it, or avoid it.

Love Test.

2011-08-08T06:13:00.000-07:00

How Deep is Your?

You have him in a corner of your heart. Don't lie to yourself; he's your special guy. Take good care of your heart. You still have a long way to go. Always remember that love has two edges. Being apart for a while might be a good chance to proof his love to you.

Are you sure? I hoped so.

How do you choose your soulmate?

The decisions you have made indicates your criteria in choosing your soulmate.
More important matters come first on the list below:

Education
Money
Love
Appearance

You are basically a person who enjoys reminiscing.

You are a very emotional person indeed, easily influenced by people and your surroundings. For example, if society is sad about the death of famous people, you will share these sentiments, or when watching a sad movie, you will be so engrossed that you will end up being sadder than the main actors in the movie.

YOUR LOVE

Are you a very confused person?
Sometimes you like to be left alone.
Sometimes you want to be loved.
Sometimes you need him or her.
Sometimes you don't.
Does it sound familiar?

My Marriage

How will you choose your Mr Right?

You will make the most of being able to shop around for Mr Right. You love your freedom and will have a lot of fun learning about what sort of man you like. When you do find the guy for you, nobody will be able to keep you away from the church.

Who will be your future Mr Right?

Your future hubby will be lovely and sweet, but a little immature - possibly even a spoilt brat! This guy will trigger your maternal instinct. You'll always be willing to watch his back and clean up his mess. He might be the same age as you are or even younger.

When will you get married?

You will be very determined and thorough in choosing a spouse. You'll study every detail about your man before saying yes to a life of love. You will eventually make a good choice, but you'd better be sure that he's willing to wait that long.

What sort of wife will you be?

If your hubby is crazy enough to ask you to do silly things, you may as well have fun with him. You'll make a fun-loving wife.

Will you and your husband have a good time together?

You and your spouse will choose to spend time on more romantic activities. You won't end up quite as healthy, but you'll have plenty of fun going out for drinks, watching concerts or playing cards at home with other friends.

What will your children be like?

Your kids will be very naughty. They will often get into trouble but you will have a great time bringing these fun-loving kids up. They are lively and smart.

How loyal are you?

You get along very well with most guys. Sometimes your friendliness misleads others to think that you're a bit of a flirt, but actually you've got a loyal heart. You'll never have eyes for anyone except your beloved husband.

My 5 Personality test.

2011-08-08T06:10:00.000-07:00

Here is the analysis:

Your ideal mate has a sense of humor and is lively.
You always compare yourself with others. You make your wishes too difficult to come true.
Success depends on someone's faith in their ability. That's your attitudes towards success.
You are a person of principle. You respect social rules and regulations.
You are emotional, sincere and optimistic.

So true!

Today is really a bad bad day! =(

What A Day.

2011-08-06T10:17:00.000-07:00

Today was tough. I'm tired, happy, yet sad and surprised. Bipolar mood now. =(

Alright, MDDB's Adoption Drive was a success today except that, the pups weren't fully adopted. That's sad because all of them deserves a good home. Anyway, I had fun there at least. Such an experience by just helping out. I'm glad that my Musical Christmas House could be sold out for charity for RM40!!! =D

Would upload more pictures soon after they tag me in Facebook. Right now, I'm real exhausted. Had blisters under my feet. Today, before going out, something bad and miserable happened. Unexpected. Don't feel like talking about it. =(

Tomorrow's outing with Seang Yee. Clear my mind off, don't think too much! I'm real exhausted today. Shall rest earlier! =)

Stones in my EAR!

2011-08-05T08:11:00.000-07:00

Great! I just had a pick in my ear and guess what? Sand-like stones in deep in my left ear! 6 of them!!! No wonder I've been hearing loads of friction sound of stones in my ear but just couldn't get anything out. Thank God I gave myself a thorough pick deep inside it today, or else I wouldn't know how many of them would there be by the time I found it! >> I only managed to took the picture of two of them. Lost the other 4. Alright, I'd to admit that this post is indeed disgusting, but I just can't help it! xD

By the way, did I post about my coursework results this semester, if no, here I go. They SUCKS! In this case, it meant to the MAX! Now all I have to do is work very hard for my finals. Or else I'd say Bye-Bye to my A's.

Again, MDDB's Adoption Drive is tomorrow! Can't wait! =D

Another Emo-Day.

2011-08-02T08:49:00.000-07:00

I don't get it most of the time.
I just don't feel like speaking anymore!

I got darker too.
What a weather!

Saddening.

One more to go!

2011-08-01T09:26:00.000-07:00

At last, the two 3 on 3 Basketball Challenge which was continuously going on for the last two days was finally over! Apparently, I only slept for not more than 13 hours for 3 days. Which means a mean of 4 hours and 15 mins a day approximately and that was for sure enough, it's TIRING!

The TAR College 3 on 3 was not that satisfactory for me. The outcome wasn't that good but at least it wasn't that bad either. Burned midnight-oil with Kong for nights and finally all those were done!

Currently, all left is the MDDB's Adoption Drive this coming Saturday! I'm kind of excited and looking forward for it, but first, I sure gotta handle my English presentation this coming Thursday first!

I have to say it was indeed a very busy week for me and Kong. Furthermore, things wasn't really going that well. It made life harder. None-the-less, we just had to pull through! Not much choices given.

Now, I'm a little worry for my results this semester. It made the butterflies in my tummy flying around. That's bad. Especially when I'm dealing with my gastric these few days. Made me feels like vomiting my meals out whenever I just fill my stomach. Plus, I just hurt myself with my own nails again today. Wondering what the heck is wrong with my body coordination recently. Gave myself a scratch at the back of my neck just now and it sure wasn't a small one. Chinese 7th Lunar Month. Hey hey, I am that superstitious! =P

Another thing I gotta mention here today is that I joined the other dudes for the DPR's event today. Guess what? I finally dared to step-in my foot into Haunted House for the first time. Damn~ My heart do beat fast and not to mention that I don't actually saw much as I've been closing my eyes, face flat towards Kong's back! xD All I know was that those people hit my leg with broom and catches my leg, made me scream and followed my back haunting me around all the way until we found our way out! Kong was like having fun disturbing the "ghosts" instead! Spoils the mood a little. Hahaha... Qii was the one got teased the most among us. Now his Facebook wall is filled up with his experience in the Haunted House now. LMAO!

Alright, that's for now. Update you guys some other days! Chaos! =D

2011-07-26T08:23:00.000-07:00

Geezz. Damn lots of cruelty I saw nowadays on how people treated the strays. How I wished those people would reincarnated being a stray in their next life tortured! Karma! But, I still would hope so. That would also means there will still be more strays born. Our motive is to Catch, Neuter and then Release them back to their community. That would help to control the population of strays yet lessen their suffer. Some people just don't get it. These cats and dogs are livings too. Why the hell would people be so cruel to them.

Another screwed-up semester. This semester, my assignments sucks to the max! Well, Jas left TARC already along with Steven to Segi because of Japanese Language we are learning this sem. No doubt, it was hard. Really hard. But all we have to do is learn. You got the heart, you'll be able to catch up. My course-work for this semester is already gone case. Bye-bye! No other words can describe better.

This sem is real busy. With lots of hard-core assignments and a few events going on, it is indeed harder to concentrate. My 3 on 3 event on this coming 30th July was such a failure! The response was real bad, and we even have to extend our deadline to encourage more teams. I was more like begging around. So anyone who still wants to join, please do tell me about it. We are still available for registration until Thursday!

Then, again. The MDDB's 1st Adoption Drive in Penang this coming 6th of August! People, please do come and support. You can help either physically or mentally to help the strays! Kong's helping out too! <3 Through donations or spread of words, you'd helped us to do publicity on how to control the populations of strays in some correct way. Not just by killing them or starving them to death! Please do help. It would mean a lot to our fur friends.

Speaking about friends. Lots of people around me who are having relationship problems recently, don't felt bad nor sad. You have friends. You can choose to tell or keep it to yourselves, but please do remember, we'll always be there for ya. Look forward and live your life to the fullest with no regrets! I'll stand by ya. =) <3

God bless all the people around me and myself! Love.

Events! =D

2011-07-12T08:40:00.000-07:00

Alright, this post would be all about assignments again. There's no doubt that most of the students' (us) love to procrastinate their school works and assignments. That includes me as well of course. Gotta admit that, else I wouldn't be needing to post this particular post I'm typing right now. You see, everything had been quite last minute and eventually, this semester, my coursework results SUCKS! Not all of them but MOST of them! I wouldn't want to put the blame on others. All I can is just to blame myself.

Plus, Lao Kong's grandma passed away last week. All I can do was just hope she will rest-in-peace. I felt bad for not being able to attend her funeral as I was restricted to. Yet causing some people to misunderstand causing my day miserable. Hmmm... Rest in peace Grandma.

Went off to Pulau Jerejak with Cindy Aunty and her friends along with both my parents. I didn't know I was able to hike and do some hard core stuffs with those kind of "pretty-pretty-shoes" on. That was because I didn't even know I would be doing all those kind of hiking and stuffs like that! Hey, guess what? I pulled through! The hiking part was kind of hard with those shoes on, we even met a Cobra on the way hiking. The most fun part was the Flying Fox and also the hanging bridge. That was because the people whom tagged along were fun! The hanging bridge really did went swinging around crazily. Also for the first time of my life I did wall-climbing! Wow! It really do need so much physical energy and mental to reach the top and hell yeah! I DID! Something to be proud of as most of the girls were all screaming like banshees on the way up there. Only the two among us reached the top and got lifted down by the people in-charge, scaring the hell out of us. Damn, they made us felt like as though we were jumping down from a 3 story building! But that was really an experience! I'd love to do it again!

Besides, there's a coming 3 on 3 on the 30th July that our college, TARC is organizing. I'm lucky enough to be the organizing chairman for this event and there's much to do! Hopefully there's enough teams that would be joining and there will be a big crowd there.

I would also like to share out the MDDB & MCCP's Adoption Drive that will be held at Juru Auto-City this coming August on the 6th! I would also be helping out over there and hopefully enough there will be supporters helping out by purchasing the merchandised items sold over there. The profits would then be used as a charity funds to help the strays. It's meaningful isn't it? So people, do come and adopt our cute puppies who need their permanent loving home. Give them a second chance. Love to see you all there.

Well, I've to stop now. Would update my blog soon. I got out of order again this few days. Some wreckage had been done and I hope the maintenance would do me some good. Chaos!

Warning - Battery LOW!

2011-07-03T09:29:00.000-07:00

Geez!
I felt so worn out these few days.
Damn some irresponsible people making my life like hell-inconvenient!
Thanks to someone too for being that damn patient dealing with my 'stress-ness'.
You know who is it, there's no such need to say it out.
All I do to relax myself is by being committed to the MDDB thing to help raising funds for the strays' spaying and neutering expenses from the public.
My goal is also to create the public awareness of MDDB & MCCP.
Through this way, there will be more people who would be aware of our existence and help to raise the fund to help the strays.
I hope my plan would work out somehow.
Hopefully, people would be supporting me by helping to donate.
It doesn't matter how much you have donated, it's all the heart that matters.
You gave me coins or bank notes, I'll still thank you with a grateful smile.
After all, we're just helping by doing all we can do to help those in need.
Malaysian dogs really do deserve better don't you think?
=)

Shortie a.k.a Eh-Ya-Tok!

2011-06-30T08:39:00.001-07:00

This is the girl I'm talking about! Look at my Facebook for more pictures of hers!

Help the strays in Malaysia! They deserved better!

2011-06-30T08:33:00.000-07:00

Help the strays to find a warm home guys. Do something meaningful and fill yourselves with love. They need our help! There's a puppy in my neighborhood area which is homeless. Any of you wants to adopt the cute little poor girl? It's very cheerful! Contact me if you are interested! =D

2011-06-25T09:47:00.000-07:00

It hurts!

First Day of My New Job!

2011-06-25T07:15:00.000-07:00

Yeah, it was damn tiring.
Recently, I'm into these MDDB (Malaysian Dogs Deserve Better) things.
There's a stray pup in my neighborhood.
How I wished to get her a home.
Anyone wants to adopt that cheerful and playful girl, do let me know.
It saddens me to see her sitting there alone looking for kids to play with.
She wags her tail happily whenever I approaches her to give her a pat on her head.
The next thing I know was that she starts following me around.
I was so damn worried that she would be accidentally knock down by a car if she wasn't careful.
Anyone?

I've got JOB! - Again~

2011-06-21T08:06:00.000-07:00

Here am I after taking breaks for two days. Sunday was Father's Day like I had mentioned on the previous post. Bought my Dad a pair of shoes from Bonia and our whole family dined together at night with my aunts and uncles for my Grandpa's. The food, was bad. Just a normal coffee shop with those "chu-char". Aha! Just remember I still owe my Mom money for the present of my Dad's. For Fathers' Day as well as his birthday. Well, at least I bought a cake yesterday on the real day itself! Well, it was a surprise for him. xD

Talking about yesterday, that made me mad enough. Had been a real bad bad day for me. Tormenting myself mentally from some conflicts. Damn~I hated that!

Today, at least I've got a GOOOOD news for myself! That job lady called at last! I am to work on these coming Saturday and Sunday! Also a bad news. Which means Mot's birthday, which we are actually to party at the beach and get tanned sunbathing. LOL! I don't know this is for good or bad actually. Saving myself from being a dark-assed lady and get my job done with paid salary but eventually landing an aeroplane on my friend for goodness-sake!

Well, I'm doing it!

The aeroplane goes landing! SORRY Mot!

I'm in need of $$$!!! =P

Fathers' Day!

2011-06-18T09:32:00.000-07:00

Well, well. It's Fathers' Day tomorrow.
I hereby wishes all the Daddies, including mine, Happy Father's Day!

By the way, my Mom just came rushing in my room doorway punching her own chest.
She got the 4 digits without buying them!
The Bonia Voucher she planned to use tomorrow for my Dad's Birthday as well as Fathers' Day has the serial number thingy, which she planned to buy the digits for tomorrow.
The least thing she had expected was that it came out to be today's 3rd prize!
RM700.00++ she said.
The next thing I know was that she started blaming me for always shutting our doors with loud "THUD's".
Causing her digits to run away.
Aha!
She's doing that all the time.
Followed by nagging after that.
Well, I admit if I were her, maybe I'll be sad too but of course these kind of stuffs just couldn't be helped!

Heard this saying before?
"If it's yours, then it's yours. If it ain't yours, no matter how hard you try, it still ain't yours."
I've been saying this phrase for like how many times, espeacially to people like my grandma and my Mom!
xD

Anyway, would be off for dinner with my whole family again tomorrow!
Shall blog bout it!
Chaos!
=D

Disappointment?

2011-06-15T06:08:00.001-07:00

You know those kind of feelings when you've got everything planned and all the people who's in it made a turnover and something like that?
That's what I'm feeling now.

The one being turned-over.
=(

Help!

2011-06-11T19:22:00.000-07:00

Arrgghhhh!
Can someone tell me how to completely banish the stupid lice from my dog???
It's kind of irritating!!!

Had been emo-ing for the whole night.
Damn!

Sports Carnival @ TARC!

2011-06-09T09:12:00.000-07:00

The Female referee of the day!
Big loud applause to myself!
=D

Maybe I should really consider being one instead?
Mmmhmmm~

Oh yeah, I'm recovered from sickness by the way.
Say Yeah!
Had my Kung Fu Panda yesterday.
It was nice.

Now, the assignments are attacking me!
I've got to learn how to delegate my jobs to my teammates.
I don't wanna die of exhaustion.
LOL!

Tata!

Sunburn Again!

2011-06-06T08:56:00.000-07:00

Yeah, you got me. I got my skin tanned again! Surprisingly, this time Kong started to take in the sunlight and got tanned as well. This time, it was Pantai Kerachut, the family venue of the day. We started off in the morning with sunshine as we hike till we came to the half-way of the route, it started to drizzle. The route wasn't meant for kids by the way, but yeah, we were burdened by one. My mum's god-daughter! We were done hiking in one and half hour's time in the heavily-rained condition! The sky started to brightened up not long after we reached our destination. The beach was kind of clean. We then leave Pantai Kerahut with a boat to Monkey Beach. Eventually, we set up our tent to prevent the monkeys on the beach stealing our stuffs away. We spent the hours digging shells in the water. When the time's up, we went our way home back to the jetty by boat again. Whoa~ The day was darn exhausted! My flu ended up being worsen then before. Great!

Today, it was Kong's daddy's birthday! We went to Stone Bay just now for dinner. The kids were having fun with their karaoke-ing session while I sat and watched. Oh yeah, that game-freak was just darn busy with his iPhone's games. Even though his phone was with me, eventually, he could still sat over to the other side gaming with his sis-in-law's! What now??? Smile! Alright, I sounded like the Donald Duck of the day! And now I'm wondering how am I to sing tomorrow evening with Ham and the others? I ain't going to pay there and just sit by the side. Nah~

Low Batt!

2011-06-02T09:06:00.000-07:00

My my... It was darn tiring today. Red Box with those bunch of guys and I bet they did really screamed out loud. I will be visiting there again with my bunch of basketball players. Woohoo! The reasons why am I that tired was majorly because of the basketball training just now. Only did I know that I am lack of sleep and food. I been missing dinner for days I assumed. Good, yet bad. =P

It is such an eventful semester for the start of my second year in college. Time really do passed by within a blink of eyes don't you think? So enjoy while it last! Will be off to Mois next Wednesday! Finals for the sexy dance. Surely it must be interesting and crowded huh? I were to find out! =D For this Saturday? Times Square for the Youth Jam event. Iron Man would be having his Arm Wrestling Competition over there. Wish him luck. For those who would be there, shall see you soon then. Time for me to get a rest. Sayonara.

Worthless?

2011-06-01T09:06:00.000-07:00

Eventually, today you made me felt so depressed. Seemed like I'm not good enough to fulfill your perfect world. Though you did not mention, it wasn't hard for me to interpret that out from your mind. I guess I just looked odd no matter what I wore. Yeah, I don't have good body figure like other girls but you can need not to lower my self-confidence.

All these while I've been boosting myself to be more self-esteemed. Yet one sentence from your mouth could give it such a blast that it cracked. I really wonder how much do I meant to you? How do you see me all these while from your point-of-view? I'd love to exchange our mind and explore your mind for just a day. Then, I would know what to do. =(

BBQ~

2011-05-30T02:08:00.000-07:00

It was the class gathering by the beach last night. Guess everyone's bloated with food. Geez~ Like what we expected, the girls were with the girls, while the guys were with the guys. Alright, I was excluded. I really wondered was it that hard to blend in with the guys? I mean, since we were all classmates, shouldn't we just blend in together instead of secluding ourselves with our own group. Especially when it came to an event, they should blend in more. Hmmm...

The night turned out a little spooky when some of us started losing our stuffs. first, MC lost his spectacles by the beach, Next, I lost one side of my earring when I was playing with Kong. Damn~ It was something special. The, Haw Zhi's lost his 5kg water container. All of us were looking out for stuffs. Treasure-hunt huh? xD

Jas and Steven turned up by the time we were starting to pack. Talking about that. Being the organizer of the event for our class, I hated to admit it, but you know what? It sucks! Here, if you call the organizer, manager, I call it the "MANY-ger". Bao thao bao bui. Bao ka liao! Niama. Most of them just come and go. Diu!

Hate to say it, but I would prefer to go somewhere like RedBox instead of BBQ-ing for our class event. Which is this coming Thursday! Cheaper, and less work. All you do is SING! Whee~ I'm so into singing now. But you know. as usual, I ain't have that much resources. All I can is work! Oh ya, my clothes still on my waiting list. =D

I Want To Pamper Myself!
$$$ Where Are You???

Guys = Problems!

2011-05-28T09:32:00.000-07:00

Was it a big problem for expecting someone to have higher expectations in themselves???
I just don't get it.
It's not like my problem if they don't get to do what they want in future just because they did not try hard enough.
As a guy, they should be more aggressive isn't it?
You should be reminded that you won't be under anyone's protection anymore in future.
Time to face the fact!
Was it that hard???
I seriously DON"T GET IT!

Well, I'm exhausted now.
There was a 3 on 3 today at Auto-City.
For the first time, a 3 on 3 event at the night time.
Hmmm, it would be perfect if the weather in the evening wasn't that damn hot!
Everything went well.
I guess that I really drank lots of water today.
In order to prevent myself to get "heaty", which will cause me lots of problems.
The Big Family had fun together today anyway.
Don't mention the last part before I came home.
=)
I always look forward to changes.
The most important thing is that I WON'T hesitate to do so!
Some changes may do everyone good.
We just have to take it anyway.
Even if you DON'T LIKE IT!

2011-05-27T03:57:00.000-07:00

DAMN THAT ULCER!!!
7th time bitten on the very same spot?
Not a pleasure!!!
=(

2011-05-24T05:19:00.000-07:00

I missed you.
The you who used to be you.
Was it you or me the one who changed you?
When I heard the door screeching, I'd thought it would be you who was the one standing at the entrance.
I shouldn't hope that much.
I wished you were right here now giving me a hug telling me "It's okay."
Too bad it doesn't seemed to be.
Arguments seemed to be pulling both of us away, making distance between us more visible.
When I looked back at your posts about last time, I guess I really do miss the feelings.
Where was it now?

"Yesterday u asked me why i so stupid, i din answer you.. If you ask me again why i so stupid.. i will tell you because i love you."

"没有人值得你流泪，值得让你这么做的人不会让你哭泣。可是我，还是让你流泪了。"

"人只有一颗心，一旦碎了，要补回，也是件困难的事."

"我把你的名字写在天空里
可是被风吹走了
我把你的名字写在沙滩上
可是被海冲走了
我把你的名字写在每一个角落…
妈的、我被警察抓走了！"

"我会爱你一直到你不爱我的那一天"

Where is the belonging once you made me felt before?
Am I the one who don't feel it, or did you just stop giving?

The Two Birthdays!

2011-05-23T08:06:00.000-07:00

One was my Big-Boss-Granny and the other one was Chao Ratatouile's.
First, my day went like this.
The morning was occupied with MUFFINS!
It was for my Grandma.
Turned out not bad, forget bout the "crunchy" part.
Alright, then we went to QB for dinner at Tsurukame Shabu Shabu.
The ingredients for the steamboat was not bad.
Should find another chance to feast with friends again some other time when I'm occupied with $$$!!!

While the night was still young, time to take turns for the birthday bossies.
We headed to Kong's old house to gather with the others.
Silly games played, pizzas with wasabi and chilli flakes made each of us a real hottie.
xD
Too bad, Lee's night was ruined by Leonard's bumpy ride with his car.
Irresponsible fella.
Indirectly, we went back home late as well.
Reached home at 5 am in the morning.
Whoah!~

22th May 2010, Sunday.
Movie at TGV's with Ratatouile & Jas.
Kong bought me the Kung Fu Panda Combo for the movie.
Cute!
It was actually the combination of drinks at the bottom & the popcorn set on the top.
=D
Alright, one more thing, I had a feeling that I just need to shop so badly!
Whenever I walked past some shops, GOSH~
I felt the urge to buy.
Dammnn!
Gotta be back to work again!
Holas!

Money, Money, Money,

2011-05-15T08:43:00.000-07:00

Now this is crazy.
From the last previous post, I've been telling how much we were into baking.
Now, we have a lot to bake!

1st, is my Grandma's big day this coming Saturday.
2nd, Ah Ong's birthday on the Sunday but celebrating at the same day as my Grandma's.
Headache...
Lots to do.

By the way, this semester could have drained me by the end of it.
Commercial Law and Japanese's the one giving me difficulties.
Doesn't seem good.

Plus, life's a mess without $$$!
Call me money-face or what-so-ever like Kong did.
But, it's just the hard, plain, and ugly truth that everyone else knows.
Well, so real.

"Money is NOT everything, but without Money, you are NOTHING!"
by The Book of Universal's Philosophy.

New Lappie!

2011-05-12T09:53:00.000-07:00

Now at last!
I've got my very own laptop.
It was newly bought yesterday after rushing here and there after cancelling a few events like movies and phone line thingy.
It was all a mess!

Today had some quarreling with Kong.
However, it turn out alright as we gave time for ourselves to get a bit relaxed.
It was a rainy day after all.
Since the morning.

We're visiting to Pau's house recently.
Baking and gaming.
Especially the guys.
=P

My WiFi at home was done at last after Lao Kong strained his mind figuring out what to do just an hour ago.
So that I'm now having a good flow of my internet connection.
I'm all happy now.
I can run anywhere at home with my lappie beside me not being worried about the connection!
Thank You so muchie~
=D

~Loves~

I'm Into Baking!

2011-05-09T08:10:00.000-07:00

It seemed like I'm all crazy about baking my own cake recently.

It was all Walter's fault!
Haha...
I'd blame him for his Big day! xD
Went to his house unexpected for his Surprise.
It was a Chocolate Cake with Frosting!
Kinda successful for such inexperience bakers!
Alright, to tell you the truth, we were actually planning to bake two cakes.
But it turned out to be only one as Kiam's failed.
Burnt Banana Cake!
Still, by making use of it, we actually made that burnt slices as DECO!
The carvings and everything just looked FANTABULOUS!
All with our pure heart for our little brother.
=D

Not forgetting Duck's Birthday night too!
Had a blast with those crazy people.
Fun show from that Lee and Jay Ying!
Whoo~
I'd wondered if they had a chance?
=P
It was so real after all.
Had all fun that night!
Cheers.

Mothers' Day just passed by.
Of course, everyone were wishing their Mums with hugs and kisses.
Okay, I don't do such stuffs, but still, there's something for my Mum.
Got her cute little dinner bag from 1st Avenue.
I could saw that she loved it though she kept asking if it's really needed.
LOL!
<3
She's all happy now.
Next, would be Father's Day!
Wondering what should I get for my Dad then?
=P

Today, it's the first day of the new semester!
The only subject that made us high and down was Japanese Language.
We were excited, but it was also indeed hard to learn!
Guess I'd gotta try harder this semester for good results again.
Aiks.
=P

Loves.
=D

Big Day! Result Released!

2011-04-29T00:03:00.001-07:00

WooHoo!
Not gonna read anyone's blog but settle mine first this time!
Aha!
Super Duper good news for everyone it seemed.
Most people were really satisfied with their results and so do I!!!
Even Lao Kong did really good this semester.
Improving day-by-day.
He's got 2 A's out of 4 subjects!
I got mine FLATS!
Oh-La-La~
Song si wa...

Tonight is Desmond aka. Duck's birthday!
Shall blog again if I have the time.
That's all for now!
*winks*
;D

Short Update!

2011-04-21T02:14:00.000-07:00

I've been busy since Monday for MSSPP so I'll keep my post short and simple.
Surprised for some reason!

Tuesday?
Ran around with my Mum and Dad for their wedding thingy.
Pening kepala dia tu.
End up everything tergendala.
=S

Wednesday?
CGL kek si wa.
Training tak tau buat apa.
Sri Pelita first year in joining MSSPP yet they can score that much?
Mahai!
But I'd really laughed and kek si myself.
If only you saw how both the teams played.
At night went for movie with Kiam and Pau.
Don't Go Breaking My Heart at TGV's bean seat!
=D

Today?
They did kind of good today.
For proving me and Lao Kong wrong in guessing their scores.
Too bad two of them showed me some temper and I don't really liked it.
Well, it meant NO DISCIPLINE!
At least one came and said sorry.
Yet another did not.
Whom I actually put higher hope on.
I was disappointed by her attitude.
One of them asked me back to coach them.
Should I?
I'd doubt since I wasn't being much appreciated there.
Hmmm~

Kiam aka Tua Liap Lang's Return!

2011-04-13T20:30:00.000-07:00

Yesterday was Movie Day!
TGV's with Pau and Kiam!
Our Tua Liap Lang from Philipphines came back to Penang.
Our movie of the day.
The Ghost Must Be Crazy.
Sure laugh die you.
I'd admired the directors for being able to think of such scenes and dialogues.

"Wo shi ni nei yi, Ni shi wo de di ku, Mei wo bu neng jou lu."

After movie, Pauline's newly renovated house for Kiam's handmade (whatsoever) cake.
=P
It tasted not bad if only the corn wasn't too creamy making people felt giddy up.
I could say her house renovation was real nice.
Classy enough and it all very white and angelic.
We had to head back home when Pauline gotta fetch Caryn for tuition after that.

The day before that which was Tuesday, we had already went for lunch and dinner.
Lunch at Bukit Jambul's Pan Mee and dinner at Xuan Xin!
The night was fun with the whole gang, along with Ash and Walter.
Those people gaying around and making all sorts of joke.
Fun time we had and with our tummy bloated.
The plan was actually a little distorted at first, but turned out to be such a great outing.
Here's our pictures at Xuan Xin!
>>> Click here!

We'd planned for bigger trips next time!
=D

I'm still me.

2011-04-11T05:40:00.001-07:00

Alright, I've been reading others enough and now it's time for me to express mine.
It's last day of examination today.
1 additional paid paper to be taken for someone else this semester.
Aha!
I've been stressing myself enough and do all I can for this semester.
Guess I've been really tensed up recently till I've been experiencing Insomnia.

Alright, nowadays you'd no longer see me writing bout my jobs and stuffs.
And that's because I ain't having any job or stuffs.
Just babysitting.
Yeah, nanny now.
But that doesn't really change me from being quite materialistic.
Still into money.
Who doesn't right?
Alright maybe I'm being quite emo today, but some people just doesn't quite realize.
He's tired I know.
I wonder if guys could really get their minds off their games for a moment.
Ahh~
Yes, maybe a moment and they'll be right back on their game again.

Time for me to strenghten back my relationship with my family members and my other friends.
I've been so self-obssessed recently.
Yeap, all bout studies and money.

Latest update was bout my grandma complaining hard to have a look on my face.
Second was Kiam's return from Philliphines.
Third, grandma of my friend's whom I respected too just passed away yesterday morning.
My condolence.
Kind of depressed for lots of stuffs.

Next week's gotta be Under-18 MSSPP in Dalat.
Told you, all about money.
I was trying not to be so materialistic somehow, but I just couldn't!
Guess someone could really gone through changes as one grows.
I could never thought of how I could change into my current stage.
As though some people don't really recognise me anymore.
Changed for a good? Or either way?
Waiting to get an answer.

All about Fundamentals of Marketing's!

2011-03-22T05:20:00.000-07:00

Alright!
It's raining and there was a thunder last two days.
Boom!
Light's off!
Computer's off!
FOM Assignment?
GONE!
Lao Kong suddenly woke up from his sleep gave me a big fright with his big eyes asking me as though he was a ghost!
Me?
Stunned!
Heart beating fast.
Yeah!
I was dizzy.
xD
It did freak me off.
1st?
Bye-bye to the whole assignment unsaved.
2nd?
I'd thought my boyfriend's being possessed!
Thank God Microsoft actually have some auto-save system.
Or I'd cry and go crazy.

Yesterday was a day I'd go crazy editing the whole thing.
The word count limits 3000 words.
Great!
My assignment was way over than that.
Nearly 4000 if I were to round up the sum.
Finally I'd managed to decrease the words to 2999 words.
I'd admired myself for how I do that too.
Hahahahha...

Today was great!
Last assignment of the semester was done passed up!
Woohoo!
xD

2011-03-17T03:36:00.000-07:00

Well, long since I've been updating about my life here.
Again, lots of events.
But I won't be telling everything by detail anymore.
Just too lazy.
Now I'm back to my tanned skin.
Bukit Merah with family and Kong last Saturday and it was a stay-over there.
Had real great fun.
Indeed shopping there was great.
Affordable!
=D
Bought my little Domo there and my recycle bag there.
Found it at last!
Hahahaa...
Things aren't really that good actually if we were to look from another prospect.
Not much assignment, but enough to get me big-headed.
I felt that this semester eventually I did better in my assignments and tests.
Though it's a not bad, still the satisfaction was never enough.
15/20 for my FOM test just don't really satisfy me.
I can actually felt myself keep urging me to do better.
I'd really wonder is this the time I am trying to prove myself better?
By trying to achieve an outstanding result?
You may see that this is indeed a good thing, but somehow it annoys me and Kong.
As though I was looking down upon people although I was not!
Even Lao Kong felt this way.

I was just trying to prove myself.
I started to hate group assignments.
It seems like I was trying to accomplish whatever things myself even if I don't need to.
Good and Bad.
OB assignment and presentation was just good.
It seemed to flow smoothly.
Now it's just the FOM assignment that's gonna give me a little more headache.

By the way, I'm into Taiwanese series again recently.
It's just some old movies and it did made me a little emo everytime I watch it.
Somehow I hoped it kind of linked to my life.
Love story.

Another day today.
Our half year anniversary.
Don't really wanted to count our days like that, but since it was him the one who did, I'm ok with it.
It proves he'd been really care and appreciate the days with me.
=)
Thank you Lao Kong.
Dined-in at Sushi King and a movie.
A Cantonese movie by Eric Tsang and his fellas.
Funny one.
Dirty movie.
Redbox was next and the guys screamed their lungs out.
Pity my ears.

I'd feel sorry for some other things these two days.
All for my friends.
Both for different reasons.
And also, sorry Lao Kong for making you unhappy with it.

Was thinking whether should I upload my photos here.
But I guess I won't be doing so.
Just not much in a mood.
I shall let all these be in black and as plain as it would be like my emotion now.
Chaos.

My Very Own First Baby-Sitting Experience!

2011-03-05T16:54:00.000-08:00

Okay~

Yesh.
I'm a part-time nanny now.
My job starts on the very first day of the month!
MARCH all the way!
I find it a little hard to deal with the kids at first, but it was all alright now.
Although I've been indirectly baby-sitting for years since I was way small, I'd still have trouble with Lao Kong's nephews.

There were 3 of them and the two boys was the notorious of all.

Just couldn't stop fighting.
The girl was alright.

She'd listen most of the time.
The first day was the biggest headache I've got.
As we had to supervise the elder boy, Wei Bo through his home while he's so distracted with his sister and brother at the other room watching Toy Story 3.
Alright, Lao Kong was with me at first, until the time came for him to swim with his brother.
Then I was all alone dealing with the boy, along with his HOMEWORK!
At the same time I was worried over mine too~
Tamadun Islam test on the very next morning!
It was such a great feeling when I saw Lao Kong back at the house.
After that, the kids were sent to their own beds.
Great!
But they just wouldn't sleep yet.
I knew that situation when you were sleeping with your siblings.
You'll turn the house upside-down.
I was once a little kid too.
At least, I'd get to study for my own!

I found the test not that bad the very next day.
Or was it because I'd really memorized hard on the notes?
When the evening came, there I was.
Baby-sitting again.
But this time I kind of got the feelings of getting used to it.
But my heart kind of wrenched when the boy spat the words at me.
"This is my home, NOT YOURS!"
I knew he was just a boy who's angry for being urged to do his homework after all.
Again, Kong went swimming and I was all alone with the kids again.
That was when the little fight between the brothers happened again.
Wei Bo's all crying when I said only the good ones will be given extra bread slice and Ribena.
Then, I squatted and advised him in a soft way.
I'd saw a little difference in his behavior after that.
My nanny life is getting better!
Sang a little with them not long before Kong popped his head up behind the door and sent them to their beds.
=D

3rd of March was just an ordinary day like the others.
Gotten my salary for my job in Tesco and we had KFC!
Lao Kong bought his Kitaro at last.
Instead of Yiruma.
We'd swum and study for the next test, F.O.M!

Friday was indeed an eventful day.
F.O.M. test was just so-so.
Then had our lunch with the others at the Claypot Restaurant located somewhere near the college.
The food was not bad.
And realized I was deceived to my own bed again the previous night.
Next, was something I wanted to do months ago but couldn't managed to.
REDBOX!

With Alex's member card and student card, we'd saved a lot with only RM10.20 each!
Sang my voice out loud!
SATISFIED!
=D
After that, Kong couldn't stop annoying me with his "out-of-stock iPhone 4"!
Had been days till he found out it had been restocked on the day itself!
Gurney Plaza DiGi center!
He'd canceled off his futsal with his brothers for the sake of it!

Somehow we'd quarreled a little getting our moods ruined.
Waited for his Ah Sou to arrive and whee~
All Done!
Next, Switch for the original pouch bag that cost RM89!

Prangin Mall for JailBreaking and dinner!
Then I saw the two bags.
Awww~
Considering which one to buy.
Night?

No doubt, swimming.
Reached home to realize the books I'd ordered finally arrived!!!
=D

Yesterday, Tamadun assignment done!
5 hours time to realize that I'd to alter these and that again today with the other members.
Last minute work every single time.
Monday's the deadline!

Today???
Ain't really in a good mood!
Again, got deceived into bed last night!
I ain't a kid anymore.
I knew what time I would sleep and when I can not.
=(

2011-02-19T22:28:00.000-08:00

Just went through my pictures and I finally recall those days.

Did not update since the last 18 days.
Many functions though.
Had been working since then.

The very first to be continued from the last post was 初八 night.
Went over to my grandma's house after work to "pai thi kong".
The first thing I reached there was that I saw Berry!

How that kid jumped and licked my face once he saw me.

He's so clever since my aunt adopted him.
He even knew how to do the action of "Gong Xi Fa Cai" with both his front legs up.
Cute little thing that amazed everyone.
=D
Fire crackers and fireworks were played by the old and young.
Despite being noisy, I felt the warmness of the whole family gathering there.
My dad gotten drunk and it was the only thing that got us worried.
Lao Kong reached late at the midnight after he'd finished praying at his own place.
My family kind of cared for him telling him to rest more since he's been working hard.
LOL!

Too much to tell.
Okay, now I shall tell you how I spent my Valentine this year!
My present to him, a wallet.
Rushed to QB for it at the very last minute right after work.
xD
He told me he'll be giving me no present but I doubted it.
Wondering which stupid would trust such lies?
LOL!
The very next day itself was it.
We went to class as usual and off to Gurney after that for a movie.
Bought our movie tickets through his friend at the front line.
Thank God!
While waiting for our movie time, we dine-in Manhattan Fish Market for the Valentine set!
The Tiramisu was damn cheese and heavenly!
I was flying!
Just 10 minutes before our movie, we caught up with Jas and her Rat!
Luckily we managed to buy them their ticket in the same hall as ours.
I Love Hong Kong!
Funny movie though.
After movie, each couple depart back to our own home.
And there was where I had my cute surprise.
We were lying on the bed talking when I heard his heart pumping real real fast.
I knew he was lying when he told me there would be no pressie, asking him to just hand it out, telling him his plans failed.
=P
I was such a scum.
He then pull a bag out from his back when I was turning around.
Though I expected it, I was still surprised with the gift he customized itself.
First I thought it was only the bear and chocolates, not realizing the bottle the bear in front was hugging.
I gave him a big kiss but he told me that it wasn't finished.
I thought he wanted more kisses!
I gave him another one.
xD
He then asked me to have a good look at the bear, and ahhh~
There I saw the necklace in the bottle.
Fully touched in the bottom of my heart.
I just smiled and say thank you.
But, my smile do represents a lot of meaning.
<3 you much Lao Kong. Told my Mum when she asked me what we did for Valentines and she then said "That guy sipek gao pi kui pi kuai" It means that guy is full of tricks.

LOL! Next was my sister's birthday on 17th of Feb! On Chap Goh Mei.
Where girls "tim kam, chui ho ang". Where guys, "phak kor, chui ho bor".
At least that's what people told me. xD
College as usual and the night was celebrated with a buffet catering.
My house ain't big.
So it was packed like sardine fishes in the can.
But indeed it was merry like what my Mum expected to be.
We end the night with much gambling with Andy's friends.
My Dad won much money and me and my sis were given a little.
Waakakka...

The next day, were to be mentioned because it was surprising that Lao Kong mentioned that he wanted to swim!
That was actually because his bro wanted to learn swimming and I love to swim.
But soon after that, when he learns to swim, he got addicted to it!
Now he'd been looking for chances to go swim whenever he can.
For me?
I was superb happy if it doesn't crash along with my own schedule. =D

Oh ya, not to be forgotten.
I've gotten my hair short!
Oh yes, SHORT!
Everyone were dropping their jaws when they saw me either at school or at work.
It's good to surprise people.
But it's worth it. Kinda looks good on me.
As I couldn't have my hair short last time as I was plump.
Not to say that I am thin now, but at least, BETTER!

Hahahhaha...

On Thursday, my Mum was satisfied-ly happy because she gets to go for her breakfast with her daughter, Me.
Of course, with Lao Kong.
For I don't know why, my family seems to be real fond of him.
Guess it's because of his sense of humour.
LOL!

While for yesterday, went off to a dinner organized by Penang Basketball Association.
A bit awkward though.
Kong wasn't really in a good mood yesterday.
It was miserable.
But now at least it was better.

Guess it's time for me to stop now.
Time for work.
Else this post would be getting longer and longer.
xD

What A Life!

2011-02-09T08:55:00.000-08:00

CNY!
A word to say, a year to pass.
Yet, doesn't mean all good things happen.

Arguments?
Well, as usual.
Still do.

Work?

Tiring and not bad.
Got tired of listening to CNY songs and Jay Chou's concert everyday!
xD
People there are real nice.
But, no time for Lao Kong and it's freaking irritating to be arguing about it.

Not all bad.
I still do have happy stuffs to mention.
I did lose weight!
A kg.
Better than none?

CNY and I've gotten sick.

Thank God I felt a lot better now.
Besides, result's out today.
It was a satisfactory!
3 A's and 2 B's.
Thanks for the wishes everyone.
I'm proud of my Lao Kong too.
Improved and his result was a lot better than the previous semester!
<3

My Gf's don't you all fret.
Your results are all not as bad as you think.
I believe you will all do better next semester.
We'll all push ourselves to the best together okay?
Hopefully the same lecture!
=D

Emotion's not really stable for now for I am kind of moody.
For don't know whatever reason that ruins my mood.
Either Bailey's matter, tiredness due to working, stressed up myself for some other reasons or maybe I am hungry!
Strictly no more supper!
I'd been disobeying myself for the last few days.
Couldn't afford to be disobedient anymore if I wanted to slim down.
Pity myself.
I was born to be plump!

LOL!

Financial?

Better!
I get to save at last.
Working salary (though not much) + Ang Pau $$

Tada~
Savings!
Went to the bank just now.
At least I've get to bank in some into my own account.

Valentine's coming!

It's on the first day of the third semester!
=S
What a day it would be.
I wish you all the best and have a memorable day.
Not only on Valentine's but everyday.
That's all for tonight.
Lao Kong's busy working now.
8th day of CNY!

Not to forget.
Just realize it's so many people's birthday on the 10th of Feb!

Happy Birthday to you all.
Lao Kong's sis-in-law, my very own sis, Mun Yee, and Choon Lim sir.
All the best!
Nights.

Another meaningful Malay Song.

2011-02-01T08:25:00.000-08:00

Putting off the racism and humans may be the same from every aspect.

Let's not say that the race is good or bad.
Every race they have good people and bad people.
Here I present you another meaningful Malay song to you.

ManBai - Kau Ilhamku

As for today, we've family gathering at grandpa's house for his birthday!
Enjoyed with every of the family members.
<3

And I've gotten my mind relieved for a bit.
He ain't going to get Berry.
Feelings expressed and I somehow saw a way to lead my life a better way.
I'm the one who makes the decision.
Thanks to people whom encouraged me.
=D

My day ended better tonight and will be better day by day!
I hope so.
=)

Amy search - Tiada lagi

2011-01-31T20:47:00.000-08:00

Very meaningful song to me.
Enjoy~

2011-01-30T19:19:00.000-08:00

For now, I only have time to blog in the morning.

Work everyday.
Don't even have time to accompany my loved ones.
=(

Lao Kong was real tired with his works as well.
Too bad I hardly let him rest as I was create problems for him to worry about.
Sleep late but wake up early.

On Saturday, I worked half day and we get to spend the evening together.
He brought me to dine at E-Gate.
Sushi King!
Then, we head back to his house and took some vain pictures.
=P

I planned to crop my hair short before sem 3 starts!
I already had my hair cut and this was my first attempt.

My soon to be would be this one!

Guess it suit me well huh?
I guess he was real tired and he even fell asleep when I went to the toilet for just a few minutes.
His brother and his sister-in-law brought me home.
Still, he did not realize I was gone until he saw my messages in the morning!

The next day was pathetic.
Which was yesterday.
Woke up early in the morning to read some saddening messages.
While the night after work wasn't really as happy as it should be.
Was quite upset.
Problems again.
Thanks to that bastard.

Working yesterday and surprised to saw some bastard called.
Gave me some gifts and even brought me McD!
Saying sorry but created mess at the night itself!
I'd totally doesn't care for you anymore yet you still wanna come into my life messing and ruining it!
Your lies!
In front of your girlfriend, yeah you sure you did not called?
I had 6 pairs of eyes saw you at my working place.
Let me see how shall you deny!
As for Berry, you got no right to bring him back.
Totally not qualified to!
Just because that bitch said she wanted to, you took the kid for her?
Kiss my ass!
Yes, you bought him, but you are not the one who took care of him!
I did!
And now he was given away to my aunt for good!
He lived well right now.
You shall back off!
I couldn't believed that you actually still have the dignity to come back for him.
You are the one who neglected him.
Threw him to me telling me you doesn't want it.
Now you want him?
IMPOSSIBLE!
Since you have the ability, buy a new one for her!
I bet she doesn't wanna share your old stuff between me and you at her own house.
If yes, shame on her!
o0o
And I don't want him with you is not because of jealous and I won't be!
As my mum thought me to share my old used toys with the unfortunate ones!

My aunt already told me that she won't give Berry to you.
Just in case you still want him back with no dignity at all, DEAL WITH ME!
I shall settle things right off with you both soon!

Fire's on my nerve!

Bailey's Return.

2011-01-27T18:25:00.000-08:00

She's back!!!

So surprised to see her home few nights ago.
She followed my dad back home while he was giving her some pau to eat.
My mum's excited as well, but of course furious as well when it comes to her being afraid of the girl itself can bite others if she wasn't tied up.

She's much more obedient compared to last time.
No more chains!
Unlike last time.

She stays outside all the time as she knew she's not allowed to be in the house.
But we're afraid that she'll bark at strangers when they passes our house.
Quarreled with my mum yesterday about this matter.
Hmmm~
Headache.
If only anyone we know who have wide area at home would be kind enough to keep her with them.
=(

Another thing to be mention is that I'm lucky enough to have my car being out of battery at Lao Kong's house instead of Tesco!
Went to his house after work and when it comes to the time I have to go back home, there it goes~
Iooo-iooo-iooo-iooo~
Phek-phek-phek-phek!
Car battery gone!
xD

Went to market this morning to give Kong a surprise.
Mana tau he expected it aled eh.
Not nice one.
Nowadays all are busy with work and no time to be spent for each other.
Really wanna apologize to him for everything.
=(
<3

Meanwhile, work is kind of fun at my new working place.
Really got to memorize the titles and placing harder. Too many of them.
Will learn better soon fast enough.
It's only the third day of work and gotten disturb there.
29 customer!
=S

That's all for now.
=D

New JOB!!!

2011-01-22T07:45:00.001-08:00

Woohoo~

Gotten a new job!
Artist Gallery at Tesco!

New environment!
New experience!
Time for me to start saving again.
Pay for all debt and extra income.
=P

Happy happy~
Thanks to the people who helped in the processions.
=D

Tomorrow there's a to-do-list for me.

Hiking.
Cut Hair.
Interview.
Lao Kong finishing his work!

Oh-La-La~
<3<3<3

Quotes!

2011-01-21T08:27:00.000-08:00

For no reason, I was turning myself to this philosophy page and there I went reading.

Here are those who captured my mind and kind of telling what I was recently.

There are certain moments of my life I'd like to put on continuous replay. But I guess what makes them so beautiful, is knowing I can never have them again.

Sometimes we have to follow our heart, even if it means leaving the people we love and moving to a place we haven't planned on. Some changes can be painful.Sometimes I wish I could just slap the stupidity out of some people, but I know the only outcome would be a sore hand.

Words can be very powerful. Why not use them to lift someone up today rather than knock them down?

Sometimes, no matter how much you want something, you have to just give up. It just ain't worth the hassle or heartache. One day, they'll regret what they lost.

I know that you believe you understand what you think I said, but I'm not sure you realize that what you heard is not what I meant.

Is gonna to Stop thinking What if? and Start thinking WHY NOT?

Sometimes, you really just don't know what to say. Because, what you really want to say; is something that you just cannot say.

Cant decide what hurts more. Being lied to or just not being told. Either one seems to break my spirits just a little.

The only reason why people hold on to memories so tight is because they are the ONLY THINGS that don't change, but everything or everyone else does.

Feels like that little kid in the cupboard, playing hide and seek, only to realize the game was over an hour ago, and nobody is looking.

There's more but I guess I should stop.
I don't know which should be arranged in what sequence, but somehow, every word of it meant a little to me.
Either in the good or bad way.

2011-01-17T20:06:00.000-08:00

Great!

Exam's done.
But doesn't end quite like what I've been expected.
IOM~
The 4 papers started great and the very last paper that disappoint me.
=(
I don't wanna get a C in my examination result.

For the while, it also meant exam's over!
Time for me to look-up for jobs again.
This time it's a bit harder for me to find one.
No mall jobs!
Yet hard to find one outside as it's near CNY.
Plus, the time duration.
Giving me a hard time.
Maxim and Ah Bii is my only hope now.
=S
If I'm to work at Maxim, I'm about to face ice-creams and cakes everyday!Result???

We're all already flying without wings, except Steven.
Until yesterday for that rat! xD
Siapa panggil lu fail QS?
Hahahhaha...

Hmmm...
Another things is that I've gotten a new Facebook account!
Not really a happy thing, cause I had to start and add my friends all over again.
Which was a lazy thing for me to do.
The reason for new account is that.......
Forget bout that.
LOL!

Now I take the chance to wish those who read my blog a Happy CNY in advance!
I'm afraid I won't be having time to blog for this sem-break.
Work and CNY's the reason.
Ooppss!
Talking about CNY.
Have you people watched The Great Day?My rating for that touching comedy is like 10/10.
I cried in the cinema for like so many scenes.
That stupid Chao Chuah just doesn't know how to enjoy sentimental movies like this.
LOL!
You should go grab your tickets now if you still haven't watch.
They even gave you red packets and recycle bags as ticket gifts!
Real worth for that movie.
=P

I'd also got my car things done yesterday!
Whee~
Insurance, DONE!
Road Tax, DONE!
Lao Kong also got his first official letter for work typed yesterday.
Proud for him.
xD

Now that I blogged in the morning, I'm afraid that I might blog again tonight if anything special happens today.
Kinda troublesome, but I just couldn't help it.
I'm in a mood!
xD

Have a nice day!

2011-01-14T03:32:00.000-08:00

It's like just yesterday I've started my second semester.

And now it's like already few days before the whole semester ends again and time for me to look for a job.
=(

These semester, everything goes wild.
Was actually not attending lectures and tutorials more than the previous sem, and yet, the papers seemed to be much more easier than before.
That's not because of the standards were low.
That's actually because we were rushing our revision due to the lack of lectures we attended!
For the first time in my life, I'd been studying till 3 something in the morning!
Never been doing so!
So I really wonder is it that bad for not attending lectures?
=P
Like I said before, behind everything bad, it may not be as bad as it seemed.
And behind everything good, it may as well be as good as it seemed.
Conclusion?
Don't judge a book by its cover.

One good news was that for all the 4 papers examined so far, everything seems to go well.
After all, I even think that my grades for this sem might actually be better compared to the first semester.
But the bad news is that, after all the hard works and the midnight-oil burned, my body's immune systems doesn't seemed to work very well.
Getting nose bleed wasn't a very good thing.In fact, it wasn't even a good thing at all!
Other than nose bleed, there's more.
It's just that I don't know the reason behind it was because of examination stress or something else.
Hmmm...
No idea.

Other than exams, there's something else that made me blog today.
It's my dog I previously had.
It's not Berry.
I know that kid was having his great life with my aunt now.
But I missed him too though.

The one I was talking about was Bailey.
I saw her today by the road side at Free School Road today.
She was all skinny and meatless.
She still wears the frown on her face.
And she was all lonely.
My heart wrenched when I saw her, but I'm capable of doing nothing!
At least now it seemed like people had allowed her to stay somewhere near the bike repair place.
That relieves me a little.
I hope she had foods to be feeded there.
I even wonder did people there gave her new name?
Would she even understand their languages?
Unlike the normal language that she used to listened to at home.
Where she'd been sheltering during rainy days?
I wonder had her ticks been cleared off?
=(

I wept.
No one hears.
I missed her.
I really wished just now I could just get down the car and give her a hug or at least get her something to eat!
But I knew, if I do so, she'll be following me and be more saddening for leaving her again.
I promise I would find her once in a while.
I hope I could find her there again.
And hope she'll even remember me.
I know she would!

Cute isn't she?

2011-01-06T05:09:00.000-08:00

It's already 2011 now. Guess time really flies huh?

Well, I guess I did make a real good improvement in myself.
No more stalking! =D
That's what I managed to do.
Again, lots of happenings recently.
And it all started just a day before the New Year's eve!

~30th December 2010~
Kiam's return from the Philipphines!
Went to Tao at Autocity with him, Pauline, Walter and Lao Kong.
We all ate with all our might to make the dinner worth it!
Fuyoh!
The top 10's dishes.
Luckily Lao Kong knew which to order for the night.
Scallops, Cheese-Baked Oysters, Sashimi, and all the mouth-watering dishes.
Make me wanna eat them again. =P
But the other hidden function of the night was to celebrate Pauline's birthday!
That's because Kiam wouldn't be able to celebrate her real one. =(
He'd surprised us all with his special and peculiar present at the first sight!
A BLACK MUG! =O
That was when the hot water was poured in.
We then saw the glimpses of images.
The both sweet couple's photograph of Kiam and Pau's in it!
Gosh, it did melt our heart.
There goes the pictures present you the event itself!

~31st December 2010~
Off for breakfast with Pau and Kiam, with Lao Kong of course.
We're sticking close nowadays. =P
Pan Mee at a coffee shop near Vistana Hotel.
The chilly taste so nice that I'd poured like sauces into my bowl of noodles.
It wasn't spicy. Just tasty! xD
We then drove off to QB for a movie.
My Ex : Haunted Lover
>>>Here's the link to the synopsis.
It's a Thai ghost movie.
I begged real hard for the movie!
He just don't like ghost movies in the cinema. xD
According to Lao Kong,
"I don't pay movie tickets to get myself frightened!"
It was a 3 vs 1, but somehow I managed to swap the majority.
Clever me and how convincing am I.
Wakakakkaaa~
After the movie, me and Kong met up with Steven and the others at The Victoria Station again. (view my last post bout the restaurant)
Duck, or Desmond to be precise, was having his hard time proving his muscular arms strong.
(Slicing the chicken) xD
Lee was helping him with it after we all had finished off our meals and yet, he had not.
Tesco was the next destination as we were to party at Lao Kong's old house again.
Junks and snacks are just it.
Again Monopoly and Snake and Ladder (the make-no-sense game) filling our time with all the fun those people fooling all around!

>>> Videos by Lee and Duck!
>>> Using iPhone 4 of Alien's!

There goes the early morning of the very first day in year 2011!

~1 January 2011~
Spent half of my day at Kong's house and the night in my grandma's house for steamboat.
Were playing cards and joked around with all our family members.
Gathering of all of us.
He wasn't really in a mood as I'd made him moody and I felt really sorry about it.
Luckily the night wasn't so bad and we managed to get things right.

~2 January 2010~
He gave me surprise in the morning when I woke up in the first thing.
I thought he was at home when he suddenly appeared in my room when I was texting with him.
The first thing that came into my mind was that he should be at home! =D
Still, I don't mind him lying as he did it just for my smile.
Somehow, I was so ignorant with the topics discussed and mentioned some of the unpleasant issues out of my awareness.
That makes him frown for nearly half the day.
In the evening, we were getting ourselves ready for dinner with my mum.
As promised, Obake-Ya!
Too bad, for whatever reasons, it was closed when we reached there!
Had no choices by then and we ended up in Red Garden with Curry Fish Head and Satays! xD
>>> Their web page of their own.
There goes another day!

We studied for the rest of other days until yesterday the 5th of January 2011, I was drawing these graffity thing I used to love way back in secondary school.
It turned out to be somehow unique to me after all the mistakes I accidentally drew on the paper itself. Love It!!!

Today, it was exam!
The first paper : AELE 2263 English For Communication!
It wasn't so bad. It was actually not bad.
So, I hope I could really score for my English paper this time!
I had nothing to worry for now other than exams.
I mean NOTHING other than my family, myself and him.
Lao Kong!
<3

2010-12-28T11:17:00.000-08:00

It's easy to say to forget everything, but it's really hard.
When only I could become my old self?
He asked me, and I asked myself.
It's when I stop having mood swings and no more day dreaming.
For 2 days I've been troubled with it.
He wants the old me.
The plain old me.
The one who goes crazy around hitting the people around her whenever she laugh.
Well-known for her rough and tough look for one who hardly have any trouble other than money issue.

But now, here I am.
One could been swept away by thought whenever she's seating down and have no discussions or topics to be thought about.
Could only be seen smiling when people all around make jokes and laughter.
When silence's around there she goes.
Mesmerized.
By all funny thoughts that could eventually drown her one day.

He was asking when could all these come to an end?
When could I be the normal me?
Me myself too was wondering.

I know he was the one who's getting hurt more than anyone else.
It's a fact that couldn't be denied.
His heart was already broken into thousands of pieces.
When he told me, my heart sank. I lay flat on the table.
Looking blankly at the messages I received.
Stop hurting him?
I wanted too.
But it seems like there's nothing much mended other than making him suffer more.
Another loser I am.

Time is the only healing that would be for me.
But I'm afraid it would take much longer than we expected.
The feelings are indeed unbearable and the fear of him couldn't bear it any much longer if he sees me day dreaming again stroke me in the center of my heart.
Yet, What could I do?

Act?
Forcing myself to smile as though nothing had ever happened?
I did.
But it seems like it was really forced to.
I'm blank now.

2010-12-28T08:38:00.000-08:00

Today that's the new me starting my life all over again.
Telling myself what are the do's and don'ts.
I guess I really deserve someone better.
For example, the one who I am with now!
The one who cares for me all along although he's the one who's getting hurt for no reason.
Staying sweet and cheers me up for when I'm unhappy for some other reasons that he doesn't like.
Yes, that's him ~ Wonder! My Lao Kong. <3
=)

In two days time, I've been stupid enough to do all foolish stuffs.
Witnessed how one loser accused someone for someone else' doing.
Saw how much one could turn really mean and black-hearted when being accused.
Saw how one could really do for the one he loves.
Leaving all his egoistic and do what he's capable of for the particular someone.
Realizing Love itself can really turned into Hatred when it wasn't handled in a proper way.
Realizing that the world is indeed unfair and it's a Dog-eat-Dog world.

But...
I believe all these will come to an end one day.
Again...
Karma and Effect.
Maybe you don't believe it's true, but it's observing every little thing you're doing.

Yes, I'm one of those whose I mentioned.
I seriously never thought of things happened in such a way that could just spin my mind off its sanity.
Being half-conscious and mesmerized, I knew it's really timed for me to totally let go of everything I used to worry about.
Something I need not to!
Blaming myself is a part of it, but surely there were some who should be bearing more of the responsible and yet they don't!
All I can do now is to just forgive and forget!
It is hard, and today, silence did all the talking.
Making the one who really cared for me worrying over something I'm obsessed of.
I felt I'm self-centered and inconsiderate.
That's the shit I was today!

Now, I'm awaken.
Just needed the time to prove everything and let my mind getting used to it.
I know~
There's lots of things that I should be worrying over other than these unnecessary issues.
I admitted I was too reluctant to let go before these.
Now that I saw and witnessed what I should.
Knowing the reality behind those curtains.
All I wished was to curse those losers to death!
I do!
But.
He's the one who changed my mind, though I'm still not used to the decisions made.
Still I knew it was the right thing to do.
Forgetting all these.

Letting off another burden and lead my life to its fullest!
With the one who really cares for me.
=)

I swore to do it in a months' time.
Like I said, I'd achieve something I want if I were determined enough!
I know I could do it, with his help.

Now, to the losers : Bless you!
I'm getting used to things around me without you!
Life's much better.
<3

2010-12-25T02:54:00.000-08:00

Again I have to summarize my blog here and there again as there were happenings all around.
I don't like doing these but it surely will make me way lot more convenient.
On last Friday, was the last blog I made. Therefore today, I would be updating you the following dates with pictures again. I just knew that nowadays I'd prefer links than putting up picts (I was lazy!) =P

First, I would like to begin with the outing with my family on the
19th December 2010.
Went of to the market at Raja Tun Uda in the morning and eventually we've gotten ourselves something. It was a real big market over there.
Call me "sua pa kau" or whatever but indeed it's unlike our market in Penang here. It's somekind like a shopping place for those who intended to find something they want with affordable pricing. Of course, you can find anything if you have the heart even though it's hard to find.
I've gotten him a necklace. The pendant is real cute.
It's for Christmas + 100days anniversary.
Though I don't like to count the times we had spent together using days, but I'll do it for the first time as a memory. =)
Right after the market outing with Mum, we headed back home getting ourselves ready for high tea while waiting for Lao Kong to arrive.
Our destination : Clinic Cafe!!!
A clinic themed restaurant. Cosplay restaurant in Gurney Plaza.
Took lots of pictures there. My Mum was laughing mad! Although the food don't taste as good as it seemed to be, at least the decorations do make people felt attracted. The other thing people do other than eating there is taking pictures of course. And that's what we did! With the tools and apparatus they used, many funny pictures can be taken without much trouble.

Click here for the pictures uploaded in Facebook.
Too many of them to be uploaded here. =P

The pricing is just so-so. I should say we paid for the decorations, not the food!
At least my Mum experienced it as she wanted. Still, she prefer T-Bowl. xD
Her next destination?
Obake-Ya! It's located at Leith Street.
I've done some research and it's a prison themed japanese restaurant.
My Mum insisted she wanted to try out different sorts of decorating in various restaurants in Penang. =) Here is the research made for our next to-go place.

Here's roughly the pictures of it.
I will experience the rest of it myself. =D

20th December 2010
is the Big-big day for Hamster. Oh yes~
It's her BIRTHDAY!!!
We had our dinner at the Steamboat House.
Which was actually supposed to be made on Last Thursday but we then post phone it to Monday instead for her.
Lao Kong dropped me there and I was late that time. =P Sorry people.
But the attendance was not really satisfying.
Not much pictures taken but it couldn't used to describe the fun we had back then.
One word to describe the fun we had : WHOA~~~
Another one to represent my condition that time : BOOM~!
My cooking = Goddess! xD
I couldn't deny that it was hot, but the taste was just great.
For no doubt they were addicted to it!
I enjoyed myself with the girls' LOVE : Ice-creams! Haha~
We were all busying with the Kappas and Prawns!
To make our dinner there worth it!
Lao Kong picked me up at 10 something and got him an ice-cream as I promised him. =P
He made all the trouble there and occupy himself at the cybercafe while waiting for my event to end. <3 Too bad, the night ended just like how we expected! Those who attended the steamboat event eventually result in having diarrhoea from consuming too many kappas~ Well, I'm not excluded either! xD The night itself was a nightmare suffering rushing to toilet. Hahaha... Now I shall let the pictures do its job. For the pictures, there's been 2 sections. Enjoy~
First one~
Continued by...

21st December 2010
was another memorable day to remember.
Qiu Jia's birthday!
Yes, the birthday events did dried up my pocket but this place we went was really worth it for its lunch sets if you have no where to go in the noon!
Smoky Jack! Located at Upper Penang Road just right beside Segafredo.
Usual thing I do : The research > Click here to go to the website! =D
I rushed to Gurney for her present. Getting people present was like getting ourselves big-headed! Decisions are hard to be made. So we gotten her Maybelline Mascara and a Concealer. Thank God I did as her's were running out. xD
Again, Lao Kong troubled himself for my convenience and I felt guilty doing so although he insisted. Hmmm~
Let me continue with the lunch we had.
We had our seat in the barrel and the decorations were real nice.
I love the woods dangling all around making the place looked jungle-like.
The pricing like I had mentioned, was affordable for the set lunch. We even took the picture of the receipt for our orders.
Pictures of the pricing and the Food : Comes with starters and dessert. >> Click here! Now the most important part was the taste of the food!
One word : DELICIOUS! Yum-yum~
We then headed to Straits Quay after our lunch and took lots of pictures there. Jia Min even took 2 pictures using her precious instant camera by her Ash. The pictures taken were cute!

Now for this section, my pictures comes in 2 parts again. xD All the combinations of Smoky Jack and Straits Quay pictures.
From Jia Min's album.

From mine~ =P

Lao Kong picked me up again and the usual chores were done like the every other days.
At night, I decided to give him the necklace I bought!
I tricked him to on the air-conditioner for me and left the necklace on the table. He saw it and he's been really happy. I'm really satisfied that I managed to put a smile on his face.
Love you loads! =)

22nd December 2010 : A day for movie!
>>> The Chronicles of Narnia : The Voyage of the Dawn Treader.
The movie was great! I was kind of amazed with how they made the movie so real and amusing though I knew it was just computerized. Still~
Wow!

23rd December 2010
Woke up early in the morning to see Lao kong's face appearing in front of me.
Felt all satisfied and relaxing. =D
Classes like usual and Lao Kong asked me what I want for Christmas prezzie. Of course I requested for nothing. LOL! There's nothing I want more other than happiness and health for everyone. He'd been bugging me about it and I have to stick close to him in order to ensure he did not do so when he had a chance to. I know~ Call me a glue or what-so-ever! xD

24th December 2010 : Christmas Eve!!!
*I hear bells ringing in my ears!=D Lao Kong came over to my house early in red!
*Don't know whose "clever" idea telling us to wear red for Christmas Eve!*
As a result, I ended up like a potato in disguise. xD
Our schedule was organized for the whole day. I have to go over his house as he had to fetch Norman and Mot.
Then I was surprised with his superior acting in the car.
And all his arrangements.
Eventually, he went off to Gurney to get my presents early in the morning!
Awww~
My heart really melted when I saw the card actually not knowing there were actually more for me.
Let me tell you the sequences and let you be envy. =P

Lao Kong (in Hokkien) : Eh! What's that white thing that fell on the floor??? (The Card)
1. Open the packet in front of you. (The Earring)
2. Find the thing behind your seat. (The Storybook)
3. Find a box under your seat. (The Bracelet)
My face expression by then : I don't know! =D
All I can say was Thank You and I love you Lao Kong! And Now I will say it again.
Thanks and Love You loads!!! =D

Fetched Mot and Norman and off to Queensbay Mall. The parking was the difficult part! The basement car park was nothing but cars!!! Lots of lots of cars! Half an hour to get an empty place for ourselves. Met up with Steven and the others in front of GSC. We then collected our movie tickets and the guys were craving for lunch. Food court was nearby then Nick and Mun Yee met up with us over there.
Movie of the day : >>> Just Call Me Nobody.
Rating : 8/10 (to me)
Then, they planned to go for a set of bowling game in Sunshine Square.
Dinner at Victoria Station!
No pictures, so of course I'll provide you the link!
>>> Click for the web page of the restaurant.
Shall let you see the receipt.
The receipt itself was valued up to RM500!!! xD
If interested I'll sell it to you for only 30bucks. Hahhahahah!
We then go over to Lao Kong's old house for the night!
Played Uno, Monopoly, Big 2, Chess and Snake and Ladder,
the Make-No-Sense game! *from Lee!*
Me and Jas had to run up and down for the 2 Birthday guy : Nick and Norman! Getting their cake, looking for the candles and plates as well as thinking how they should eat the cake as there's no water supply other than drinking water over there. xD
We called it a day at 3 something to 4 am.
Being tired, Lao Kong and I plonked ourselves on bed and snored till the morning! Too bad we hadn't take any picture for the day itself but still the day was maximum fun!!!

25th December 2010 (Today)
Woke up early in the morning to find out that Lao Kong was having
high fever!
Terus down~ =( Spent whole day today looking after him making sure he was alright. His fever subsided for an hour when we were going over to Genting for lunch and the heat came back again after that. His Mum took him to the clinic and his body temperature was 40 something Degree Celsius which could have burnt a person's mind off their sanity!
I was worried sick!
Had no choice but to come home unable to keep him accompanied.
Hope he'll get well by tomorrow morning. =(

2010-12-17T03:50:00.000-08:00

It's a Friday now.
Another week coming to an end.
Lots of happening for the last few weeks.
I'll just say out the events and let the pictures in Facebook do the sayings.
Move your cursor to the links and just give it a click to look at the pictures.

28th November 2010 : T-Bowl with Mummy and Daddy, of course with Lao Kong.
3rd December 2010 : Inter-Campus Sports Carnival in KL. Lake Ching fainted! Jun lost her handphone.
4th December 2010 : 1st and 2nd match with Perak and KL. Sunway pyramid with those crazy bunch of people and knew Wiing! Party Night! Stayed up whole night!
5th December 2010 : Supporting for Males team for 3rd and 4th placing. That's when we made LOTS of friends! Closing ceremony! On our way back home to Penang Voiceless!
9th December 2010 : Went to Tesco to buy ingredients for Friday's dinner! Went QB on the day itself to dine with his family.
10th December 2010 : Lunch with Lao Kong at E-Gate. And prepared dinner for the night! Sandwiches and Spagetthi. Main ingredient : SAUSAGES!
14th December 2010 : Bailey's and Dolly's sad happening.
16th December 2010 : Accounts Test 2. Super easy! Was supposed to be going for steamboat with TARC Basketball team but cancelled. Ended up in Gurney with Wonder and his parents instead! The night before sleep is indeed suffering.

Today???
I.O.M Test 2~~~
Screwed myself for couldn't concentrate when revising last minute! Refer back to the last two posts for the reasons.
Did badly for the test. Ruin my mood of the day! Lao Kong's presentation is over and the only good news is that I've got an A for summary test and Lao Kong gotten an A-!
The only satisfying part.
Wrote my blog with tears dripping.
Lao Kong sleeping soundly beside me.
I do wish he could gave me a hug, but it's bettr for things to stay these way.
He shouldn't be worrying anymore.

Bailey and Dolly.

2010-12-17T03:06:00.000-08:00

Thinking back of dogs, I've lost one.
Perhaps I should say that it was my Mum who let it off.
It was such a heartache looking at her and worry for her.
The fear of her being wet when rain pours and unable to look for foods just couldn't subside off from my mind.
The worst thing is that my Mum turns out to be leading her away farer and farer.
She's a good dog.
She'd came back for us.
My tears just couldn't stop dripping whenever I'm thinking about her.

The last I saw her was on Tuesday 15th of December.
She'd been so thin that I'm able to saw her rib bones.
I feel so useless for being unable to bring her home other than just bring her food and find her whenever I'm able to.
On that day itself, Hideaki told me he found her.
I rushed down as fast as I could and I could never ever forget her happy face and jumping towards me. She's missed us so badly but she's just forbidden to go home. Whenever she ran back home, she'll be brought down again by my sister and every single time she went back, the farer she would be brought.
It had been a few times they had been doing these.
When she saw me, she was so obedient. Sat when I ordered her to and she lied on the hard, tar-coated road just to roll down and play with me.
Giving me her hand just like what I used to asked her to do last time every single time I gave her a pat.
I gave her food and looked around for clean water to drink. She'd been so pathetically hungry and missed home I'm sure. I feel so bad for couldn't stay there longer as I have to go over to Lao Kong's house. She followed me to the back car park even though I asked her to go away and stay where she were. She was so determined to follow me even when the other dogs were barking hard on her. She even even nearly bitten by them but thank god I lead her away.
the rain started pouring and it was heart-wrenching looking out of the car staring at her looking out for me when I tried to get away. I couldn't bear the feelings any much longer and I called out for her name. It was pouring hard!
I was such a SCUM!
She came running around my car and knew I was in there. I opened the door and asked to come in. She did not but stayed there looking at me blankly. The roadside uncle stared at me but I paid him no attention! All I want was to asked Bailey to get in the car!
I even get down from the car to pull her in, but it was like as if she knew she wasn't supposed to be allowed to. She just keep moving away but still at the same spot.
I had no choice but to just drive away. I made a round back and felt better when I saw her going back into our flat compound. Still, I cried in the car on my way to his house.

But what I did not know about is that she was heading back to our home after I left her there!
Once again, she was brought to a farer place this time! Farer than I could imagine.
I thought that I would be seeing her again if she's just somewhere near home and at least I could feed her once in a while.
I guess I couldn't be doing so any longer now.
I still wished that she could find her way back to our flat compound but not going back home.
Although I knew it's kind of hard for her to do so.

While for Dolly, my aunt's white with brown patched Shi Tzu, passed away on the day itself.
Cute little mischievious doggie. Indeed it was really saddening watching our own pet die.
I knew how it felt when my hamster died in my hands where I watched her stretching hard for her last breath with my very own eyes.
So did my aunt.
She couldn't survive from the injections that was overdosed as she was having severe vommiting and diarrhoea.
I wished her rest in peace and reincarnate into something better in her next life.
As for Nicky, her the other half, seemed to be quite depressed as she would be no longer playing under the chairs with him.

Dogs could really be human's best friend and they serve their loyalty more than us human do.
I hope the ones wandering would find their best comfort and shelther for themselves.
So do Bailey.

2010-11-15T07:42:00.000-08:00

It had been quite funny for the weather lately. Was raining and being hot all in a sudden. All in a sudden, TORNADO in Penang??? I saw the other video about it last time which I thought it was a bogus. Now it happened again. Indeed it's true. No likey. =(

Was quite busy with trainings and everything lately. Recalled about the Friendly Match on the last Friday. It wasn't good. Nearly all of us getting ourselves hurt. As for me, I got myself being guilty again for making him mad at me for not taking care of myself. Sorry Lao Kong. It wasn't on purpose. I take a chance here to apologize for my wrong being. =)

For the last 5 times of training before going off next month for the Inter-Campus. Again I'm worry after the result of Friday's scores against Dalat. Not very pleasing. Hmmm~ Hopefully they would be improving until the day comes. =)

Accounts presentation was over! Was reading eventually. Needless to say. Last minute work again for no doubt. =P But, I couldn't believe I screwed up for English on last Saturday. Such a disgraceful thing. Gosh, it had been the last thing on my mind that I would be screwing up over a God damn summary. Down~ As for IOM test, again. You know me, I don't know you! That's what I have to pay for NOT studying!!! Next week Accounts test, NO Eyes See!!! =(

Lately, my backache came back like an annual visit. Comes and goes as it like. No good. Once you got that at the right place, Piakk! Hurts you like hell. And when you don't, you can jump like a Monkey and all. Was looking for more chances to go jogging and play some sports. Went for Badminton with Wonder, and the others last night. It was my first time playing with them and I started off with Steven's hard smack on my left ear. He'd aim me all night whenever he had the chance to. LOL! Thanks to my piggy or else I wouldn't know how many bumps I would be getting. Didn't know I've been having a spy though. Iron Man~ xD The one who smacks Steven at the back. Haha. But it came to just a win-win thing when Wonder told me he had one from him too before that game of ours. Looking forward for it again. Kinda addicted to it since my main purpose is just to sweat hard! =)

Talking bout sweating leads to my weight! I realized that I got back to 49kg from 51kg in a few days time. Woohoo~ My Zhu Zai gained weight though. Addition of 1.5kg since Thursday when we last weight ourselves in the clinic. I'm happy and he's upset. LOL! =P

Today, my mood went a little bit swinging. For one minute I'm laughing and joking and the next minute, I'm thinking sort of nonsenses all around. Ain't a good thing. But I just had no idea why. Cramped with lots of nonsense I am. Should have get rid of it but it's just not easy. Had been trying and will be trying. =)

~signing off~

Unwell.

2010-11-09T07:36:00.000-08:00

It was hot and cold today. We attended no class and woke up late. All we did was to accompany him to the clinic for check-up and he went to get his hair cut. Nothing much to say other than the training attended just now. I was early today and that's because I was using the short-cut at the cemetery. As I knew the road well already. The training just now wasn't tough but somehow I sprained my back a little. Old sickness coming back. It's aching now. I am worrying about the friendly match with Dalat this coming Friday. From what I see, our percentage of losing is kinda high. But at least it gave the rest some preparations for the upcoming Inter-Campus Competition. Lake Ching. Vanessa and I was thinking hard how to get those people to understand what we were trying to do on the court. We ended up being the one with our head aching. It's not easy to make them really understand what they were supposed to do. We ended quite late today. Although it was drizzling, we continued due to the lack of time. I'm so sorry making Wonder worry bout me as I did not answer his call during meeting after the training.
=C

I was rushing back home after that. Unable to meet up with the others at Khaleel for more info bout the competition jerseys. As my car was going to be out-of-fuel. At the mountain road, with my back aching, bad visibility of my eyes, I accidentally banged the pavement a bit on my left! Which was kind of dangerous. My tyre on the left somehow felt funny after that. Got no choice but to continue driving home as soon as possible. It was already raining by the time I was reaching home. Got my car parked and realized that the back door was locked! Damn~ I had to walk back using the night market road outside which made me soaked up a little.

Back Ache + Coldness + Soaking + Headache = Sickness~

Am shivering in cold right now. Just don't feel so well. Didn't know whether it was the backache that made me feel odd or I am unwell. Hope to be alright tomorrow.
=D

~signing off~

Presentation for English DONE~

2010-11-08T08:10:00.000-08:00

Lots of happenings around the corner especially when it comes to assignments and presentations. Was kind of bored with my formal wear that I wore before. So I decided to get myself a formal skirt to match up with my top since I did not have one, and that was on Saturday. Couldn't find any company to go along with me at first and I was so lazy to drive as Wonder was having an outing with his former classmates. In the end, my grandparents would be my first choice, since it was quite sometime since I went out with them. I was rushing for my English presentation slides at the same time. Again, last minute work! Wonder and I just couldn't help procastinating! While I was doing my slides in the Saturday afternoon before going out later at night with my grandma to QB, I was having a chat with Jasmine at Facebook. Luckily she had to get her formal wear for Accounts presentation as she got bored of hers too and we had our girl's date! Unfortunately, I had to give my grandma a "flight" and felt so sorry for it. She came over to get me fetched and I have to say her driving skills were a bit rusty. Hahaha. We just got used to being fetched instead of fetching people for quite sometime. It is undeniable. We chatted all our way there. Too many topics to be discussing about. Had our dinner at T-Bowl. From my experience, the Cheese-Baked Tuna Crab Meat Rice was nice during the last visit there with my Mum and Wonder. So I recommended her that and she chose Cheese-Baked Chicken Chop in Twin Sauce at first. The funny thing was that when we were placing our order, the waitress told us that the two Cheese-Bake's that we had order were quite large for two girls' appetite. We were Forcing ourselves not to laugh and we changed our Chicken-Chop into Tom Yam Seafood Ramen. Which was quite the same size as the previous order too. xD Seems like our size do deceive people who doesn't know us whose appetite is not small. LOL! Shared our foods and it did taste delicious. The Tom Yam tasted just like it and the Cheese-Baked was as great as ever! Ordered Blue Curacao Frappe Bubble Mocktail and Honey Dew Sago. The mocktail tasted special but the sago was a bit disappointing as it doesn't taste as good as expected. Had some pictures with Jas though. We sat there for an hour ++ talking all sorts of things. Our topics were marvellous and it felt like we hadn't been talking like that for years!!! We shopped for our needs at the Brands Outlet at first. The pricing for the formal skirts were nice and affordable and we got ours there. Was even more satisfied when we found our top in Jusco! Woohoo~ I wasn't supposed to be buying anymore top as I don't need one but it was just so impossible for me not to buy it! The price was really reasonable for a quality like that. Me and Jasmine did not realize that we both were actually buying the same whole suit! Haha~ Sisters for real! We were just busy shopping, trying on clothes and crapped all we want until we even forgotten about our Boyfriend. Girls can be really wild when they were shopping I have to say~ Talking bout clothes, I remembered that I did not posted any picture for Jia Min and Jas' birthday present. Of course Ash too. I shall take this opportunity to post it up here this time in this post. Back to the day for me and Jas. =P We don't felt like going back home by the time we done shopping and it was already 10 something. Most of the shop lots in the mall were already closed. We even got shoo-ed out from Aldo as Jas was still looking for her shoe for presentation. We ended up in e-Gate Old Town to pass our time and continued chatting till 1am! Our hyper mood wasn't over yet as I just drank Cham-Peng by then. Drove to my house there and we were talking in the car until 2.10am. Our boyfriends were shocked with us and urging us to go back home respectively earlier. Hahaha... Guy, if you don't know, it the alternative way to pay our revenge on you. xD Making you worry for us makes us felt good and cared! Do it often! =P Was sleeping late that night. But couldn't believe that he even slept later than me! 4 something! I hate you~ And Jas, I'm looking forward to shop with you again for my upcoming New Year clothes!!! xD LOL!

Went to market with my Mum the next day. Which was a Sunday. Saw Blackie's pup before going to market downstairs. Super cute but too bad she'd got skin disease like her Mum did. =( To be coincidence, it was my Mum's Off-Day that day. Asking me where I would be bringing her along, which ended up being rejected as I were to go over to Wonder's house to get our slides done or we would be in dead-meat! Had to go over to a funeral procession after that. Felt really sorry for my friend and his Mum. Uncle Loo, Rest In Peace. I reached home and Mr. Piggy was still sleeping. waited for him till late noon. We managed to get our slides done and even rehearsed for our timeline. Was Camwhoring when he was doing his own slides. Couldn't believed his slides were lot better than mine. Surprisingly. Hahaha... But somehow, the day itself don't really ended great as how it seemed. I felt somehow sorry and miserable for him. I should have been understanding. Slept at 2am. Pop~ Good night I said~

And today, I couldn't wake up in time for lecture. As expected. We attended our IT lecture late and sneaked out before it even have its 5 minutes break in the middle of the lecture! Was surprised by someone special who followed us this time for our lunch. xD Surely she is someone extraordinary or else we wouldn't be alarmed by her presence. LOL! Off to SBS 3rd floor for Big 2 game after our lunch at Gurney Drive. And then, Ta-Da~ English Presentation at 3pm! He was the first to start and he was quite nervous as I was observing him from behind at first, but he ended his slides great. Was proud of him. I was so nervous when it came to my turn that he walks out of the class to get the IT Tutorial question paper for the class to avoid me being that nervous. <3 There's a good and bad effects for that. The Bad one is that he wasn't able to what I've been presenting as the title and the video clip was something from him. =P While the Good one, is that he need not to be teased when the lecturer asked me so had I found my One~ The whole class were Whoo-ing and said he was the someone. LOL! Everything went quite smoothly and for that it had been expected. xD

He dropped me home and went for gym after class. Seems like he was really tired after that as he fell asleep when he came to my house just now. Now he is busy Dota-ing and that is why I am able to blog now. <3<3<3 =D

~signing off~

Surprise Yenney!

2010-11-05T10:53:00.000-07:00

Guess I'm starting to be consistent back on Blogspot. It's the end of week now. It's kind of fun I was having this week. Except for a day. Tuesday! Being emo all around and things went a bit wrong. Not really happy with it. Was having cold fight with him I could say. But couldn't spend time with him to get it settled as I was about to go for training at 6.30pm. There I went, being frustrated and sad, rushing all my way to training and got myself stucked in the traffic again. And that was when I nearly got lost in the cemetery area of Mount Erskine! It was quite scary though. I used the small road passing the cemetery area as what Steven told me before to avoid the traffic. The roads were really narrow. It was the first time using that road, or I call that an alley. Things were unfamiliar and I was feeling the Giddy-up in my tummy. All I could do was to follow my instinct. I went to the unfamiliar path leading myself into the cemetery area following a car. Indeed it did went to some place like what Steven had described. But when it came to a road when the path was splitted into two roads, it was quite hard deciding which to go. But I just followed the car in front of mine. Thought that he was going off to the main road of Mount Erskine as well. Who knows the road he leaded me to is to the inner side of the cemetery and that's where they live! I had to do a turning going back to the path I had came back then. Not daring to take the other path, afraid that I might go the wrong way again as it was not early that time. You know~ Cemetery area's during that time don't look friendly. You got what I meant! =P Thank God I met with the two uncles talking by the roadside and I got to ask my way out to the big main road. And indeed it was the other path down the road that I did not chose. That was when he called me at last, saying sorry to me for the whole incident. Which quite softened up my heart and pull back all the anger I had. Then, I could go all the way to college for training with a relieved state of mind. Training was quite not bad. But people who attended were few. Lake Ching went a bit out of mind as she was having her 血如潮水。 After training, he insisted to come over to meet up with me and apologized. Awww~ Yes, my heart did sank. <3 All I could say was that I hated you for making me loving you! =D Things went well after that. End of the day~

On Wednesday, which is the 3rd of November. Things went off as usual and training at night. Was feeling good as he fetched me to training after his gym. =) Although I was late, I did not blame it on him. I was too happy and glad enough for he was fetching me there! Instead, I felt so guilty for making him waited for me for 2 hours ++!!! While during training, I was quite energetic I don't know why, but one of the main reason I trained harder was to improve my stamina and shooting! I wanted to be a bit more consistent in my shooting skills. A real shooter don't shoot like I do~ That's something saddening. Went over to Yam Sheng after training for some "meeting". I was told to go as it was something about the inter-campus competition which is around the corner. I made him went up along with me. Though was afraid that he might felt awkward, I still did. Was really surprised when Hamster appeared beside the table with a BIG Chocolate Birthday Cake! All of them were singing "Happy Birthday" song and I was stunned. LOL! After the birthday song for mine they still continue and this time it was for Loh Bak! Another thing that surprised me as I do not know the plan as well. I was sure she was surprised too. xD I still remember her expressions. On the day itself, I was wearing my birthday present from Jia Min, Jasmine and Ash. The 'wrong wording' T-shirt! Hahaha... On the first sight I placed my eyes on Wonder that morning gave me a funny feeling. He was staring at the shirt. LOL! Okay~ Now the thing I was trying to say was that I was wearing my presents I received on my "celebrated-1-week-birthday-ed". That includes the necklace I wore on my neck from Wonder's Sister-in-law. It was cute. Was already wearing it until right now before I managed to take a picture of it along with the box. Nevermind, now you can see it in every picture of mine. I was being really thankful though to all of you who make my 18th birthday a wonderful one. I shall never forget it! And that's the other end of another memorable day. =D

The upcoming event that was about to be mentioned is Wonder's little nephew's birthday. Cute little 'Different'. Although I still had no idea who gave him this name, it was special. xD Now, it was on the 4th of November which is another memorable day in the week. About classes, not to mention. You (Wonder) know~ =P Went over to his house and we had fun barbeque-ing. The kids were having fun in the small pool. Awww~ I wished to be in the pool as well. I wanted to swim quite badly. The last time I went swimming was to The Lost World of Tambun in Perak. Wonder did went along with us, our whole family too. Had been badly sunburned since then. xD It was fun playing in the water. Felt like going over to my aunt's place for a swim all in a sudden after thinking bout the mini-pool and the water theme park. Damn~ Okay, back to it! My appetite was as big as the lion's! I'd been bbq-ing and eating at the same time NON-STOP! Mouth and hand working hard at the same time! Call that teamwork huh??? Hahaaha... After the whole long meal, we were sitting down and waiting for Wonder's father to be back home. Something really tempting and killing was placing just right in front of my eyes. Gosh damn it! That damn delicious-heavenly-Cheese-Cake! The one which was the same as mine which I've gotten on my birthday. But this time it was slightly bigger and decorated with little toys on it. Something more suitable for a kid's birthday. Alright, the foods were fattening enough and yet I was still feasting on the Cheese-Cake by then. The temptation was unbearable! After the whole BBQ thing, I was really bloated. Went back home and I had got no choice but to self-medicate. Laxative tablets! Which made me went to toilet the next day.

Which was today! 5th of November2010! My tummy went gurgling and I had to go little by little to get the faeces released. Yes I know it was disgusting! But, I just couldn't help it. It felt fun saying out here although I know people like you would be reading. Come on, who doesn't go to the toilet and do some nasty business there??? Hahaha... Don't feel disgusted. I'm being myself~ So, I am GLAD! =D Actually today I was supposed to get my English presentations slides done. Instead, I was busy eating again this evening as his sis-in-law's Microsoft Office was blocked by the setup thing. So I wasn't able to do my slides but at least I did get the thing that I was supposed to memorize done. As for him, he was busy playing his computer game. DOTA~ =.= *I don't like using this but there's no other emoticons I could use to show my face expressions right now. Hahaha... Like he said, "Luckily you have your presentation stuffs to get you busy or else you might go crazy with me playing DOTA~" Well, it's true! Now, my tummy was bloating again. That's because they were BBQ-ing agin as there were foods left from yesterday's. There I went eating again. Was drinking up a little. Such long time since the last I drank. Thanks to his sis-in-law, she was in drinking mood. =P Now, I can't help it but seriously I needed the help of the Laxatives again! At least, It cleans half the food I consumed in my tummy. Hehehe... Then I would have to constipate again tomorrow. Since he won't be around as he'll be having an outing with his friends. It's good. I get to constipate. Hahaha... That's all for today.

~signing off~

Bad for Good? Or Good for Bad?

2010-10-31T10:58:00.000-07:00

I don't know whether it's good worrying for you or I'm actually starting to control you. At times, I was quite blank knowing nothing to do. Whether to do it or not. You have your own freedom. So I guess it would still be better remaining silent and let you be what you wanted to be. =) At least things doesn't turn out bad yet. I won't be hoping for that day to come. Wishes for a better day as time goes on.

~signing off~

Birthday Week.

2010-10-29T20:36:00.000-07:00

Had lots of fun this whole week. It's my BIRTHDAY on the 26th, which is a Tuesday. Things went pretty well. I shall start off with the 25th.

~25th Oct 2010~
*Went to class as usual. Went to get my "Ice-Cream Cake" then gone back to his house after all the lectures and tutorial. Kind of tired. But, we still have plans on our mind. It was all the idea of Jasmine, Steven and Wonder. That's so sweet of them planning all these for me. I was surprised that it was his nephew's chinese birthday on the 25th too. =D Reached Daorae at 7 something. Everything over there seemed awkward to me since it was my first time there. Wonder and I waited for Steven and Jasmine to arrive, as usual~ =P We looked blankly at the menu knowing nothing and what to order. The prices are quite expensive actually. As we're not used to Korean dishes, we took quite sometime to get our orders done after both of them arrived. =P The workers there are somehow peculiar. Giving us strange looks and I think the reason was Jas could be the most attractive girl in the whole scenario. There they go, CHI-KO-PEK! xD The food was not bad, but Steven gave a BIG NO! While Jas was quite irritated by her food. The "Cold-Mee"~ Thanks to our spicy hot kimchi soup or else she'll be leaving her whole pot of dish behind. I was so bloated as my hands and mouth were still operating even though others had stopped! xD Then the time comes, my "Ice-Cream Cake"! It was a Cheese-Cake~ So heavenly~ I LOVE YOU WONDER! =D And to remind you, my name is NOT EVONE!!! The cake was supremely delicious. SUPER <3~ Took some pictures over there. Reign of Assasins after Daorae. Very yeng! But Wonder was dead tired. Can saw that through his face. It was approximately 11.58am after the movie, Jas was hugging me, jumping, wishing me Happy Birthday, AGAIN~ when it strike 12. While Wonder sent me a message chun chun on 12 although he was just right beside me. Very sweet of him. =D Got dropped back home and wished good night a happy birthday again~ End of the day of my birthday eve~

~26th Oct 2010~
Had lunch at Sek Kong Hui with the Whackos. Got my "presents" from De Ling, Iron Man, and Alex in replacement of foods. xD To me, it's all bout the worth of heart, not the worth of money. And it's more than enough. After lunch, Wonder dropped Jas and Steven back to college, as well as to have a look at the Food-Fair that our college organised. The choices were few, or should I say NONE? LOL~ Thank God it's not in one of our plan. =P Thanks to Hamster as our training were canceled on the day itself. So, I had time to spend with him more. But, it seemed like ruined his plan. He was actually planning to buy me a gift after dropping me to training. The next moment he was a bit in daze. He then suggest to me that he wanted to eat ice-cream. Having his plan changed, he brought me to Haagen Dazz in Pulau Tikus. I do not know how to call it, but his order was cute! Containing melted chocolate, fruits like strawberries, bananas, apples, as well as chocolate cookies, cakes, and ice-creams!!! Too bad we only managed to take a few pictures after we had comsumed half of it. xD I then realized, in 2 days time I've been eating the most fattening desserts : Cheese Cake, Ice-Cream, and Chocolate!!! It was the first time celebrating my birthday with him like that. Everything he did made me felt new. I couldn't believe I dropped my tears when he said something stupid like saying he can't make my birthday better as he can't buy me flower as he had no money and stuffs~ Cheah Kheng Xiong, listen here, what you did was more than enough to me and I don't need you money to buy me stuffs like flowers and everything! I Love You! You made me felt loved and cared. I love who you are and thanks for everything you did! =D <3 I replied all the Facebook wishes one-by-one. All with heart~ Thanks to those 300 people who wished me. =D Then, we made our way back home at 10 something getting ready to celebrate it with my family. Although the cake wasn't cheese cake, it tasted good when it was being eaten with my Mum and my family. Espeacially when he was around with me too. Again, he sent me a message at the start of my birthday and end it at the end of my day. <3 onblur="try {parent.deselectBloggerImageGracefully();} catch(e) {}" href="http://3.bp.blogspot.com/_NSg0q8NskcM/TM0gMxiQg5I/AAAAAAAAAIk/7zsRYPckAAo/s1600/73635_444712078340_717548340_5400346_8322516_n.jpg">me goodbye and there my day ends again. =D

~27th October 2010~
Went to classes as usual that day and nothing unusual happened. Instead me and hi were rushing back his house to get our Accounts assignments done. Last minute work! As usual~ =P Was damn worried bout that stupid plagiarism thing. I kept on editing the notes from head to toe trying my best. Wonder did the illustration thing and we finished our work late at night! Felt really relieved after handed-in our assignment. Gotta wait for the next day to know the results. Damn~

~28th October 2010~
Woke up early and the first thing I did was to on the desktop and look for the result! My hard work came out to no result! 67% plagiarism! And most of them were from another student's assignment. WTF??? We edited that on our own dude! That software~ Out-of-Date! LOL~ But thanked God, our illustration was kinda nice and nothing was highlighted with the blue remark thing. Was quite proud of my Dear for doing it. =D *Let him song~ I'm sure you are reading this!* xD Went to college and told Jia Min my bad news. She exchanged it with a present of mine. Thanks Jia Min, Ash and Jas for the present. *Although the wordings are a bit wrong* xD I love it anyhow. <3 style="font-weight: bold; color: rgb(255, 153, 0);">Twins Effect! Gosh, Edison was damn handsome. Forget bout his scandalious pictures with Gillian! he's still CUTE! I was busy enjoying the movie while he felt asleep. I knew he was damn tired and exhausted with all the works. xD Love ya~

~29th October 2010~
Headed straight back to his house again. The main reason we spent more time in his house this week is because I would be grounded by babysitting Chloe Beh when my sister would be working after her exam week. =C Was watching some ghost movie by Lin-Zhen-Ying. His ghost movies were well-known and hillarious. That was when that Ratatouile called and was just outside Wonder's house to get his CPU reformat! My MOVIE~ T.T I got myself weighted when they were busy formating the CPU and guess what??? I GAINED WEIGHT!!! WTF! My whole diet plan immediately failed due to the last few days. From 48.8kg, I went to 49.8kg~ Shit me! They then planned to go for a movie jio-ing Ah Bii and my back-up (Nick) after I got back to his room. xD I felt so bad for letting Ah Bii waited for like so damn long as the process of the CPU was slow. While the guys were enjoying themselves playing PS2. LOL! It was interesting. Sat Nick's car to Gurney and our plan was to watch The Rise of The Mummy. Nick's driving was exciting I would say. Not mentioning all the scary parts. =S Reached Gurney in no time as he was fast and "efficient"! the time list was not good. Only midnight movie for The Mummy but Ah Bii was not supposed to go back too late. Switched our plan to The Perfect Wedding by Lam Fung! The Mummy is still on my to-watch list! =P The movie we watched was not bad. Full of obscenity actions! LOL! Not good for kids. Thank God we're not kids. xD The whole rating was 8.5/10. Some scene did make me drop a bit of my tears as it made me emo. It was touching. Got back home exhausted again and there I went. POP! Down on bed~

~30th October 2010~
I did a lot of driving today. An exercise day for my car. Has been a week since I used it for basketball last week. Went over to his house then fetched baby girl (my mum's God-daughter) back from tuition after that. Somehow I felt stress fetching him as usually he's the one doing the driving. =P Got some rest at home and headed to Han Jiang for official table in the Finals. The apparatus was totally a mess. They should be replaced! And the coaches thought that it was our problem. Not really. Hmmm~ Anyway, I felt a bit guilty for letting Wonder sitting at the side alone. Was so afraid he might be bored. Now, at least I've got 12 bucks of extra income. LOL~ Better then nothing. =D Dropped him back home although don't felt like doing so. and there my day ends again. =D <3

If, if, and if.

2010-10-19T18:58:00.000-07:00

If I only have another day to live, I would break up with you and make you hate me. Then I'll act as if I'm free from your clucthes and go off for a holiday... I would die somewhere you can't see me or even know about what happened to me. All I would say is just sorry and I Love You silently in me. Acting strong and cruel, but deep inside feeling the pain as if a dagger had been stabbed into my heart. I'd rather be it like that.

Goes emo and this is what I do. Ifs'... These thing came up into my mind in a sudden. It's just plain unsecure feeling that came to me. As though as I've been hurt by someone, gotten myself scarred and emotional. Although I did not. I'm just blurred, mixed-up, and.... Stucked! I guess that's all I can do to describe my feelings now.

~signing off~

Just Not My Day.

2010-10-19T09:36:00.000-07:00

Too many things to tell since the last time I logged-in here and blog... Good and Bad things happened... Well, some of the important events were Jia Min's birthday... Sweet time we were having without the guys... =D

Skip all those... Too much to tell in a day's time... Let those be memories... And I shall start with today! It's Just NOT my day!!!

It started off with a morning call from Hidea... It's not a good news... Having his leg sprained as someone stepped on it and just can hardly step on the floor... Had no choice but having himself admitted in GMC Hospital... I'd really thank Wonder for his help... If he hadn't been fetching us there, I'd be having some trouble settling some stuffs this morning... I'd really appreciate that... As for Hidea, he seemed to be kind of enjoying being admitted in hospital, other than being starved at night for the dinner was not served... Thanks to the absent minded nurses...

Okay, after these morning's incident of Hidea's, everything was quite fine till it came to the time I have to run off for training in college... Having some of my "stuffs" not found... I was quite frustrated by then... Yet I couldn't make any calls to tell them I might be late for training, as my phone line was barred due to the credit limit... It's okay~ All I thought what I needed to do is to just go off to the Maxis centre and get my bill paid! Went off to my car, can hardly start the engine as it was left undriven for weeks... I'm not surprised... I thought I would just drive without the air-conditioner to let it be warmed-up enough... There I go~ Window's opened!

Rushed to Maxis centre nearest to my house... Went in and surprisingly, SYSTEM DOWN! I was Down-er by then... I'm left with no phone to use and yet the bill still have to be paid... I was then issued a receipt and pay for it when their network system is done... Which is tomorrow... If they don't, I will go crazy!

I drove to college after that... The traffic was a BOOM! Flying car I was driving and still I was late for half an hour! Better than none still... The minute after I got my slippers changed into basketball shoes, tiem for me to get my windows closed and off my engine... That was when another thing happened! My left side window got stucked and can not be closed... GREAT! I couldn't try any much longer after 15 minutes, so I gave up... Leaving the window bare-screened and rushed in for training!

Forgotten everything when having training... For such a long time I did not sweat like that... Nearly vomited when my stamina comes to an end... That's also because I am dieting... Bear the pain and there I went again... When it was time for me to go home, thanks to Hamster and the others for their assistance to my car and have a look on what they could do... Too bad, it was a no! The window was totally stucked! Then I realized one more thing when I unlocked my car, that was I did not even locked my car! I was so glad that my car was still there... xD

Thanked God, Ah Neng was there to fetch Lake Ching... My Saviour! THANK YOU!!! Was really relieved when I saw the window slowly scrolled up little by little... =D

Dropped Ah Jun and Astin home and tailed Ah Neng back home using the "sua loh"... Then they planned to go over to Fettes park for dinner... I thought that it would be a show of gratitude by going along with them... At least I did chatted with them happily even though I was restraining myself from having dinner... One more surprise thing is that Lake Ching and Ah Neng both saying that me n Wonder are very matching from the pictures taken when we were standing together in the pictures of his sis-in-law's engagement day... =P

Went back home safely and found no parking again... Gotten used to it... Did my usual house chores as usual and now having my whole back ache... =(

Hoping for a better day tomorrow... I'm starving now... But will be determined! I would NOT eat!

~signing off~

Rainy Day.

2010-09-30T04:03:00.000-07:00

It's raining hard today... Spent whole day at home being annoyed by Chloe... Thank God he's here to accompany... =P It's like just a moment he left my house and now I already start missing him! I know I'm being sickening but it's true... I just have to admit that... Hahaha... Anyway, still going off for dinner with him later... Roti Bakar! Kacau my sister over there... Working part-time... At the same time I'm finding reasons to eat! I was supposed to be dieting right now! Shit me~ =P

And now, since my sis is working part-time there, no one would be taking care of Chloe... Great! Two days in a week and I have to come back home early to babysit that notorious kid... LOL! I'll go crazy... Result was out yesterday... It's a satisfactory to me... Surprisingly, I've gotten an A for Hubungan Etnik! Which I thought I might have gotten a C or B! Funny~ As for Wonder... He had to resit for Microeconomics... =( I felt sad for him though he doesn't seem to mind... =.=" He better try his best this semester or I would kill him... xD

Next, school fees! After paying that, totally pok kai! My phone bill too... I guess I have to get myself a Digi sim-card... Argh~ Struggle hard... Don't care... Work more, Play less! I need a job at night... With reasonable pay and convenient for me... Where??? My sis had gotten her's... Now it's my turn! LOL!

Just watched Tv news... Operasi at UPR... Sapu all those people... Washeh~ Thank God I'm being good... No clubbing... xD

Now... I'm SUPERB BORED!!!

~signing off~

2010-09-28T10:40:00.000-07:00

I found out that I've left out lots of things unpost on my blog and Facebook... Espeacially my photos... I would be Bomb-ing up my albums soon... xD Hmmm... I'm worried about my results now... Fuhh~ Wondering how it might be...

Watched Legend of The Guardians today... It was fascinating! But Wonder was freezing to death beside me... Yawning all the way... xD I guess I didn't feel anything as I was wearing long sleeves... LOL! All I knew is that I was enjoying the movie... Eglantine? Superb cute! Sorren? KEAT! Haha... Conclusion, the movie was great! It gave me somekind of feeling of being fascinated and it was really very enjoying... But of course, depends on who I'm watching with... =P

I hated my new time-table... Class starts late, ends late... And another thing... LECTURE! Super-HATE! Espeacially when I don't want to see that somebody during some lecture! =( Sipek DOWN~ Bo huat... I misses Jasmine! Hardly got someone to talk with when I'm bored in lecture hall other than Jia Min and Qiu Jia... =P IMY!!!

Guess I should be sleeping now... Its 1.54 am in the morning... LOL... Gotta wake up early tomorrow... Nights... =D

Boredom.

2010-09-24T22:21:00.000-07:00

Yesterday was a quite boring day with nothing to do... All I did was sitting in front of my desktop for the half of the day... But things changed when it comes to the night... Steven, Jasmine, Wonder and I went for a movie in Gurney... It was supposed to be Legend of The Guardians at first... That Steven, saying that it's a "Gina Hi", changing our mind, we ended up watching... Well, it starts with the word "Legend" too, but ended with a "Fist"... LOL! The movie was not bad... Wonder kept yawning and was just waiting for the fighting part... But I wanted to watch that 3D movie so badly! That 'Eglantine'!!! Super cute!!! The white innocent-looking owl... Awww~ It melted my heart... I would have pinched its cheeks if it's for real... Wonder told me then it would have been dead... xD

He promised that we would be going for that movie... Whee~ I want to watch it so so so~

BADLY!

I <3 movies about Journeys, Supernaturals and Adventures... Storylines about Love and Comedies are also my favourites... Nowadays I guess I'm stuck to 3D Cartoonish movies... But I prefer to watch it without the 3D... For it makes me headache and the main thing is that they have got no subtitles... No good~ =P

After movie, we went for steamboat at Xuan Xin at Tanjong Tokong... Bloated my tummy with Tom Yams... Hehehe... Jas ended up being a... I don't know what you call that... People who mixes juices and something like 'bar girl'... Something like that la... LOL! Mixture of Blackcurrant, Orange, and Iced-Lemon Tea... Tasted good! Yum Yum~ xD

We spent time sitting alongside Gurney Drive... Nice wind I would say... Helps in rewinding our minds and it was high tide... Jas thought it was Tsunami when the waves hitted the rocks and onto the pavements... =D Funny girl she is...

Steven was so bored and he ended up with an idea suggesting we should take a stroll up to Batu Feringghi and back to Gurney again... That notorious guy... Hmm... Beh tahan sama dia... Raced with that "SLK" ( Kancil )... Win liao tiuk song liao... LOL! It's okay... Wonder and I kinda enjoy it at the backseat as we were not the ones driving... Haha...

Reached home quite late... And that would be one of the few times for the whole Sem-break... Gotta be "kuai kia" when Semester 2 starts... =)

~signing off~

Change in Life.

2010-09-23T23:29:00.000-07:00

Lots of things happened in just a month... And now there are big changes in my life... Things were not as before... New Life, New Partner... Guess everyone was surprised to know that I've got a new boyfriend... And yes, it's Wonder... Never thought of it before... It's not only a surprise to everyone but to me myself too... =)

Anyway, I'll start off with our Genting trip, which was a blast! Couldn't believed that it gave me such wonderful time being with these crazy whackos! That goes to Ratatouile, Ah Bii, Wonder, Iron Man, Chao Paper, De ling, and Lee! xD The picture of us riding the 'Cyclone' was seriously doing its role... Every single time I was looking at the picture, it made me laugh! Not at anyone, but myself! LOL! I guess Lee seriously bought those two for RM15 each were for some reasons... xD Conclusion, the whole trip = Unexplainably shocking and Fun! =D

Now, bout Wonder... I was too afraid to accept him at first... The feeling of afraid I'm not a good girl for him makes me felt really down... The other problem is the people around us... But everything changed after the Genting trip... The whole happening kinda change my mind and gave me new hope, telling me to look forward and also asking me to move on... And I think that everyone will be getting used to it sooner or later... And I have to be ready of what people would be thinking or saying bout me... All the criticsisms... I know... I won't blame them but myself... I created all these myself... At least now me and Hidea are still friends after the broke up... It's not that bad after all... Life goes on pretty well... I was so scared and dare not to take any step of this problem before this... But now I realized that I should have did it earlier... It's good for the both of us...

Clear with what I'm doing now at least... =) Sure of course it won't be that easy for me to face all these... But, at least I tried... I know there are more obstacles to come in future... I promised myself that I would pull myself together and go through all these... I promised!

One thing I'm feeling bad now is that today is Hidea's mum's birthday... I sould be celebrating with them if all these did not happen... But since it already did, all I can do is to wish her a 'Happy Birthday' by sms... =(

I just browsed through his profile just now... And realized that all the songs he posted up in his profiles were all my favourites... Thinking back of all those memories that I should be forgetting now... For one and the last time... One of the songs seriously made me cried... And it's like a message from him to me... I thought he actually forgotten the song as it was like quite long ago since the last time we heard of it...

'Wo De Cuo' by B.A.D.

Those would be just memories from now onwards... And I've got a new datas to save from now onwards... It's from 18 Septeber 2010... The current new mystery that I should remember every second of it... =D

I won't forget every single thing that happened but, I promise that it would not be affecting the new current me... Promise is a promise!

Can't wait for Semester 2 to start... Would be shocking everyone in my class... LOL... My Gfs would be like OMG all around I guess... =P Looking forward for a movie! Legend of The Guardians!

~signing off~

Things not Done~

2010-08-31T08:02:00.000-07:00

Things are still quite complicated now... Hardly have time to blog... Exams, Work, and Relationships are killing me! I'm just so tired... Thank God, I've got today to get myself relieved... Thanks to Ah Kiam, Pauline, Ashwin, and Hidea for this trip... =) Although it's just a visit to the Taiping Zoo and Gurney, it helps in everything... It ended up to be quite tiring... Still, I'm so afraid now... Its like whatever decisions I've made, Either someone's going to get hurt... I'm so uncertain about him... Now, I'm also afraid for myself... Which, I doubted his faithfulness... =(

I fell for HIM! At first I thought it was just a crush, which turned out to be not just a crush... Well, people who do not know the whole truth must be thinking that I left Hidea for Him just like that... There just another few reasons behind all these... But, I guess I shall not explain much... I knew myself well... But, it doesn't make me feel any better than a Jerk! Hidea is like a good guy I know... But what people do not know well bout him is that there's just so many stuffs undiscovered by them! Argh!!! I don't know how now... If only they know how am I feeling wouldn't that be like so much better??? I'd really don't know how to express my feelings to them! T.T

I'm really confused with everything now... All I know is that I screwed everthing up! =C

Big Surprise!

2010-08-26T09:46:00.000-07:00

Things really got complicated right now... 4 years relationship done... It's actually our problems... But it ended up being my family's problem instead! My Mum is now strongly disagree that I broke up with him... It's now not his fault but mine! Great, my parents are now actually scolding me! They actually supported him more than me!

WTF???

I've got different opinions now... Some agreed and some respected my decision... While some strongly disagree with what I'm doing... People like my Mum and Dad! Damn~ It's my fault la I guess... They say its worth it for me to continue with him... I guess my heart was blew all around~ Before these, my sister is supporting him too... But now my sister just have to shut her ass up as she's afraid that the lecture might be for her after mine... xD

I did my decision very firmly... But now, my parents = BIG FACTOR of RESISTANCE!

They LOVED him!!!

What should I do? I'm stucked! While examination tomorrow! Shit!!!

No Life.

2010-08-23T10:02:00.000-07:00

It's great to not having class on some certain days... Today and tomorrow are a part of it... I finally get to woke up late today... But, I did nothing for my exam this coming Wednesday... Yes, NOTHING for Hubungan Etnik! Shit me... All I did today was to go Tesco with Pau, Ah Kiam and him to buy ingredients for spaggethi!!! It tasted somekind of fried rice as we used the different pasta this time... I bought the "alphabet pasta" and it looked like rice when being served... The taste was not bad at least... =D

I got my rest for an hour before I went off to Sg. Ara again... As usual, official table... That girl again... I was way more furious than the last time she did the timer! Only two matches, and it had to end at 11 o'clock! Mata Parker! She did nothing for her job! Talked all way long with her tomboy friend, and treated like as though I'm the one who will be getting the salary and she was not... Kinda fed up with it... I bet everyone would be feeling the same if they were standing at my position... Even the referees said so that they thought only two official tables were working instead of 3!!! Time hardly pass... Damn~

Reached home and all I need to do was to clean up my house... It was all messed up as usual... Thanks to that Berry... I'd killed it if it wasn't a DOG!!! Felt so much better anyway after cleaning the floor... Fuhh~ I guess it was a little worth to do so... It's still my own house anyway... =D

~signing off~

2010-08-22T08:48:00.000-07:00

Lots of things happened in these several days... And it happened quite fast... Of course, there were unhappy stuffs and also some happy ones... Things were actually getting quite complicated... All I need is some time... It will heal the pain in me...

Well, since it had been quite a few days since the last post, I shall tell you some of the happenings... It was Ash's birthday on Saturday... We enjoyed hanging-out at Gurney... Happy time passed quite fat... *As usual* Ah Kiam, Ash, Pau and I spent most of our time chatting and shared about our tales... LOL! First, dinner at Sakae Sushi, got a Darlie as a gift... =P Next, was the beach... That time when we were busy talking, Jas and the others urged me to get back home to go online... Which I'm quite upset as I do not like being pushed around... Things were hard to be explained... I knew they were worried, but, I know what I had to do! I was quite stressed-up and very frustrated... All I wanted is to get back what I deserved to! My time! I need something to get my emotion and feelings soothened... I don't mean anything bad here but... You know... Like I said, I need to scream... I still need to... But, maybe I should be alone by that time it happens... =C

The next day was group studying with Wonder, Steven, Jas and Iron Man... Wonder first came to fetch me and helped me to get my "SLK" mirror taped for temporary... After that, we headed to Iron Man's house to get him fetched... Well... I guess we did not really study our Accounts... Instead, we were playing around with the "solution"... Mixture of beer, chocolate, papers, eraser dust, small pieces of broken protractor, the ink of my broken pen, and some other things... I was actually quite furious when Jas gave out the condition that I must totally forget Him and consider Wonder... Love is not a game! I hated to say that but, I was really upset! All I can do was just keep myself quiet... I don't wanna cry there... I don't want to! =C Of course I was really emo... I can't help it!

That night things actually got better... Me and Him settled it nicely and reached our agreements... Now I know, my own decision is the only important thing in whatever I do... Yes, I do listen to opinions... But not too much! I've got my own limitations and whatever I can bear it up to mind... I know what I'm doing and trust me... I do not want to hurt anyone... =1 Let things be natural... It will lead to the right path... I know... I'm sure of it...

Today, I've got to wake up superb damn early for official table in CLHS this morning... The match was supposed to start at 8, but it ended up starting at 9 as the refrees were late... As the match goes on, I found out that our newbie refres, who acted like they've been so experienced and clever enough to guide the matches, their skills were doubted by me! Or I shall say EVERYONE! The match went quite smoothly until the end of the 4th quarter when the game was about to end in 5 seconds time... The score opposite our officials were different from ours... I was fucking sure that it was their mistakes! If they doubted our ability, Don't ask me to do it! I guess I should had messed up the whole game... I hated people with no respect towards me... I may look small, but in me, I DON'T!

I had to admit that I was quite exhausted this afternoon... Fell asleep for a few minutes and I had to get myself refreshed again for official table in Sg. Ara... Finals... The last match was great... Heng Ee vs Chong You... Although both teams were quite supported by me, the audiences made me changed my mind... So I supported Heng Ee instead of being neutral... The attitude of the people who lived there and the way they speak towards the opponent were offendsive.. That kind of spirit should not be happening when it comes to sports... That shows totally no fighting spirit but only scarstisms and egoness... I guess that is why our sports tournaments in Penang haven't been improving but degraded their standard... I'm quite upset to say the fact... =(

By the way, thanks to Wonder for the transportation again... I appreciated it... Thanks... =)

As for me myself, I'm suffering from gastric right now I guess... Replaced hunger with pain... At least, it helps in my slimming down... =P As said, it wasn't easy to get something you want without sacrificing... That teaches me a new rule of life...

~signing off~

T.T

2010-08-19T12:32:00.000-07:00

Everything is wrong! It's not right! I'm too afraid to know the truth although I already did... We could not cling on together anymore... If we're fated to be together, we will be! Too tired for everything now... Everything is a fullstop for me now... Everything~ I hated You! Whatever that troubled us! I Hated YOU!!! T.T

All gone...

~signing off~

Miserable.

2010-08-19T08:10:00.000-07:00

It just wasn't my day today... Days are tough when you met something unpleasant continueously and it came one by one! Haiz... As for me today, just right Wonder dropped me at my parked car, Just right I gave my "SLK" (small little kenari) a glance, There's a surprise for me... Ta-Da! My car's back mirror had been crashed by someone... That big hole and pieces of glasses were really a BIG surprise! Who ever did it, I gave that particular person the best of my CURSE! F*** You Arsehole! FML! That feeling was unexplainable! Great! I thought I would be late for Sg. Ara... =C

Thank God, Wonder the "AK" could drop me at Sg. Ara... And eventually... On time! I did not expected him to... I'd show him my gratitude in whatever ways! Now he found me annoying... =P I was thinking of ways how was I supposed to get back home after that... I couldn't believed that he's willing to wait for me till I've done my work and drop me back home... To be frank, I'm surprised and... I don't know how to express that feeling... But, Wonder, I'd Love to say a BIG THANK YOU here! Thank you again and again! I was so afraid he might feel awkward there, luckily there's an interesting match to save him from boredom although it has been raining... =) In whatever ways... I'm really......... You know... =D Speechless... Not all feelings can be expressed by words...

By the way, The Expandables wasn't that good... I don't know what its trying to say... The story line wasn't complicated but, their language and the subtitles sucks... =P And, I guess my diet was a success... I'm trying so hard not to eat... But... Good things always have their sacrifices... Gastric pain! =C The pain was worse when you know it's added with Girl's pain... Monthly illness... LOL! Feeling better now... But still bad... Had been whole day... Still, that wouldn't make me to change my mind to get my supper! No!

Thinking of my car and my life gave me a real big headache... Haiz... Money was indeed the problem but of course, with other things on mind... =C I really need a good scream when I have the chance! To let all the feelings out... It's hard keeping them in my heart... Still waiting for that day... =C

Lastly, Thank you again Wonder! Thanks... =)

~signing off~

Pain surely ain't a Pleasure!

2010-08-18T00:57:00.000-07:00

Nothing much for today's post actually... One word describes it all... PAIN! You know... girl's stuffs... =P Still gotta get up go work for the official table no matter how...

As for yesterday, the movie was a blast! It was great... That Wonder was emo-ing along the show... I did not realize that Lee Hom was that cute before the movie... Now I know... I bet you know which movie I'm talking about here... Love in Disguise by Wang Lee Hom... The advertisement doesn't look that interesting... But the movie was indeed better than what I thought... =D Bravos! You'll laugh your ass off and got touched by some of the scenes... Go get a ticket now... You may not wanna miss it...

I've been watching movies every week since college life has begun... Now... Gurney's my second home! Of course, friends are the main factors... It depends on who I'm going with sometimes... xD okay... Let me get back with yesterday's stuffs... I'd forgotten that I got that Steamie a new nickname when we were studying at Sunrise McD... RATATOULIE! ( that Italian rat cartoon )I knew that he looked familiar... xD After that, Wonder dropped me home...

At night, for I don't know why, I became moody... =C When Hidea reached home, he's just so into his games and work... I don't know why tears just rolled down themselves... As for being suspicious over him as well... He knew it, he gave me a hug convincing that there's nothing to be worried about... Hidea then found me the MVs that used to be my favourite songs... I've got them now in my phone! Nice recalling those memories... =D

Btw, exam is next week... Wish me luck... =) Got to go now... Bye!

~signing off~

Down~

2010-08-16T08:38:00.000-07:00

Everyday seems to be so tiring for me... Study, work, study, work! =( At least... Even some small little amount of money can help me much... Haiz... Today I did not drive to college... Rest for a day... Wonder fetched... Wakakaka... Thank you! I appreciated your help... =)

After class went KFC for Lunchfast ( Breakfast + Lunch )... Super damn hungry... But no appetite when the foods arrived... For some certain reasons... = And my sei boh seems to be very down too... She's so dreamy in class... Staring against the wall... Awww~ I felt sad for her too seeing her like that...

Came back home not even an hour, had to go for official tables again... The matches were bored... I did not care at all anyway... What I want was the salary... LOL... I managed the time quite well... Or else I bet they wouldn't be finishing on time... Credits to me! xD

My lips hurts... The skin somehow keep on getting dried up easily... Haiz... Nowadays I'd been having weird dreams... Its all about some people... Belonging to the same criteria of somekind that means something to me... Haha... Funny... It's the only enjoying moment... In my DREAMS! xD

Gotta go now... My Ah Bii and the others waiting for me to go crazy again... Chaos~

~signing off~

Bad Luck Day - 13th on a Friday -

2010-08-13T09:41:00.000-07:00

It wasn't quite a pleasant day today... =C Things did not started right and also did not ended right... I quarreled with Hideaki before dropping Him to work this morning and realized that I still have more than enough time to go to the bank... So, I went to the stupid Pulau Tikus Public Bank to get my things done... It was so hard to get my car parked! Parking is always an issue there! I had to drive round the building for at least 3 times looking for an empty car park... Thank God I saw that uncle leaving and it was just right in front of the bank... I got my things done and the time I was turning my car out from the car park, that idiotic Toyota blocked my lane... That was when I banged the Tong! Great! I'd gotten some scratches on my car bumper as a result from it!

When I reached college, I did not know that I was too early for QS tutorial and too late for Account lecture... Clever me~ I'd no choice but to just waited for 45 minutes for the QS tutorial... Found Wonder through texting... It was so miserable sitting in front of the study room like a wandering dog with nothing to do... All I can do was to scope guys... Ahh~ I saw Him! =P That was when I also realize that our Genting trip is still in the duration of Hungry Ghost Month! I surely do not want to meet any thrilling experience there... Not mentioning the roller-coaster and Solero Shot! You know which one I'm talking about ( something worse than that )... Today's tutorial's attendance wasn't that good... If I knew our grades will be only informed next Monday, I wouldn't have went! Wastage of my time and petrol...

For I don't know why... I wasn't feeling well today since morning until now ( midnight )... I had stomach cramp, bad headache, backache and lost of appetite! I was yawning for at least 20 times in tutorial class! Wondering what's making me feeling so tired... On my way back home, I guess I was really tired and was quite dreamy while DRIVING, and yes... Oh yes~ I banged again! This time it was onto the pavement just right in front of Union High School... You know... There's always something creepy about that particular spot... I think my luck was just very low today... Furthermore, it's 13th on a Friday! Had never been good! But luckily nothing happened to the car, but my backache and headache was worse than before...

I rested just right at the time I reached home... Got myself a good sleep until 7 something to 8! After bathe, I felt alot better... Refreshed! went out for dinner, or actually should I call it a supper instead since it was at 11 pm? Whatever~ I was superb damn full! The food was nice... Bali Hai~ Aww~ But the last piece of cake was bloating up my tummy... Making me felt like puking... I can hardly digest... T.T Now reached home and the first thing I did was sweeping the floor! Messy~ Then here I go... Blogging! That's all I got... will try to update my blog more often now... =D

~signing off~

I Hate Rainy Days...

2010-08-12T07:56:00.000-07:00

It was quite a nice day at first... We went skipping our micro and H.E. tutorial... Go Prangin makan steamboat... =P Hideaki caught me a cute Mashimaro from the arcade machine... Lovin' it... Superb cute... Shoot Wonder till gai gai... He beh tahan cause he did not "fish" one himself... =P Teased each other like crazy... So now all of us have got a nick name for each other... Let me start off with the Jasmine a.k.a. Ah Bii ( Lu chin sui), Wonder a.k.a. TomBoy/Wonder Girl, Me a.k.a. the Shrek! Here goes Alex a.k.a. Rango/ Kuai Gong, Iron Man a.k.a. Crayon Shin Chan, Steven a.k.a. Steam Vern... I think the nicknames will be soaring until the max! xD

It was quite tiring once the happy moments were over... I have to get my summons paid... So I went over to SWC room to get it done... Mana tau??? Tak buka!!! No one's inside... I thought I came on the wrong time but it was clearly written from 3 - 5 pm... I went chun chun in between... I bet it was impossible to be way too early or too late... I ended up leaving my name and contact for the First Aid Unit member to wait for further update... Damnit!

Drove home and I couldn't believe I still have strength to log-in Facebook and Chatted with that Doink! You know who you are if you read this! xD Ended up sleeping at 5.30 which I have to wake up again at 6.20 to get myself ready for official table! NUI! Reached there chun chun on time and done one match... My God! If only I can get that Girl's butt off the stupid timer's chair and take over her place, Trust me! A normal match doesn't need to running for 2 hours! And that duration is NOT SHORT! The second match started late and it rained halfway! Now GOOD! It have been postphoned and I lose another income of RM8! Actually it was quite worth it going up so far to get that RM16... If only I knew! DAMN~ Down~

Then, now worst still... I nearly forgotten that stupid Hideaki Yoshida would be going for football until 1 something again... That drives me crazier and loses my temper. Lagi DOWN~ At least I've got two mine babi waiting for me to finish up this post and read it... =P Wonder Girl/ TomBoy and Ah Bii ( Lu chin sui) xD

~signing off~

Gurney Day!

2010-08-11T07:04:00.000-07:00

Kinda nice weather today... Had fun as well... =) Let me start off with something good, after my H.E. lecture, Jasmine, Jia Min, Wonder-FUL, Steven and I went Gurney for a movie... Watched Tekken! The main character, Jin was so damn F***ing CUTE! Yeng! If only he's my guy~ If only... xD Well, I guess I was really very very talkative today since the way from college to Gurney and then back to college... The movie was quite nice... The characters were really alike the game... Haha... BUT, quite obscene la... I bet Wonder very steam watching the obscene part... Wakakkakaka... Before the movie, we went Wong Kok for lunch... Not bad, Wonder became the Tomboy and I get to eat my Donashi from my Laopo Jia Min!!! =P The times were quite enjoying... Jasmine was so happy that her Steven followed us along... MIRACLE! Hahaha...

On the way back to college time really Bo Lat... Every single time after a movie, I felt so tired! I guess I'm really going older after all... Still, having English class... Bo huat... As for my English class, my coursework marks was quite a disappointment... I couldn't believe I've got a B+!!! Down! I was like expecting for an A! My lecturer said it was because of my grammar test... Haiz... Oh ya, my Journal! Funny! I wrote something about Elvis Presley... I knew his chinese nickname when he was famous was "Mao Wang"... Having it forgotten what was the english name, which is The King of Rock and Roll, I wrote The King of CAT! My lecturer did say something bout it before giving us back our journals, not mentioning the name of the writer which is me, luckily... I thought that the name Elvis Presley was familiar... Then, she gave me a glance... I knew it at once! I was so embarassed! =P When I read my Journal, she gave me a comment, NO DIRECT TRANSLATION! Hahahahaha...

After college, I meet up with Pauline, Ashwin, Ah Kiam and Walter for Lok Lok at Che Chao Hang... Ate alot! Couldn't believe that we actually ate up to RM57! That was quite a big sum... Hmmm... Then, we played at the playground, those people who passed by surely thought that we're actually destroying it... Espeacially the see-saw! You know... Our weight matters! xD There's a little girl playing there as well... She's really daring... Keep on asking us to play with her... I pity her dad... =( He's a mute... I saw a loving heart in him... Aww~

After eating, back to Gurney AGAIN! Told ya it's Gurney-day... Hahaha... Ate ice-creams in McD and spent time joking and chatted happily... Good times passed extremely fast... Dropped Walter home and Get back home myself savely... You know... Chinese Ghost Month... Be extra careful!

Got my bath and settle down comfortably in front of the desktop... =D Hideaki will be home anytime... I shall end here... Chaos...

~signing off~

Hair DYED!!!

2010-08-10T02:05:00.000-07:00

Hardly have time dressing up myself nowadays... At last I managed to get my hair dyed yesterday... It's lighter now... GOOD! Now I think I looked like Ah Lian, Ah Beng's girlfriend... Luckily, my mum paid for the bill! Weehee~ Or else, I'll be spending RM95 for my new blonde hair! LOL... Just done watching few movies I managed to find in my sister's room... Done the 3 of them... Its all either about Vampires or ghosts! Not forgetting its Hungry Ghost Month now.. So people, BEWARE! My advice : Don't go back too late... (Don't go clubbing for a month!) That don' kill... haha.. No beach swimming, Playing or joking around, and also do not simply shouting out vulgar words anywhere anytime!

P.S : These are for those who believes in supernatural stuffs like me! =D For those who do not share the same thinking as mine, do take it as an advise from me... No harm trying...

Today I felt so bad fooling Wonder in school... Me and Jia Min pakat-ed lying to him saying that my car was puntured in the middle of the "sua loh" on the way to college... Who knows he's for real... Thank god it's not really that far from college... LOL! Good thing : He's being kind hearted! In another way, he's a doink! Funny... =P But I did not fully lied about it! I really doubt that my tyre was or not puntured that time... Haha...

Aww... And I missed Jas! I wanted to show her my new hair colour so badly! Asking for her opinion! But, she's not feeling well... Hmmm~ Shall wait for tomorrow... Facebook is getting boring for me nowadays... Nothing much to do with it other than uploading my pictures there... Just too lazy to do it here... Felt quite troublesome... =C

Gotta go over to Sg. Ara to do official table for the under-16 matches awhile more... Bo huat... No money means got to work extra hard... Even RM1 means alot to me! But still I'm buying clothes again! I'm way too TEMPTED! At the same time I shouldn't be over worked as my final exam is coming! i still haven't find my mood to start studying! I'm so DEAD!

I've got too many things to be written here... But, my time and brain doesn't allow me to do so... =C Perhaps some other time... Gonna eat my Maggi Mee now... Haha... See~ really no money... xD Chaos~

~signing off~

It's All About My LIFE~~~

It's CNY coming!

Sorry!

Short update.

It's My BIRTHDAY!

Birthday Eve!

I'm Back!

Photoshoot!

CSI Investigations.

Holiday Ends!

Pay Day!

MDDB (Northen)'s 2nd Adoption Drive @ Juru, Auto-City!

No pictures!

New Cammie!

HOLIDAY! Or Work Days?

落地开花!!!

LAW!

Exam-Mode Finally 'ON'!

Better.

Love Test.

My 5 Personality test.

What A Day.

Stones in my EAR!

Another Emo-Day.

One more to go!

Events! =D

Warning - Battery LOW!

Shortie a.k.a Eh-Ya-Tok!

Help the strays in Malaysia! They deserved better!

First Day of My New Job!

I've got JOB! - Again~

Fathers' Day!

Disappointment?

Help!

Sports Carnival @ TARC!

Sunburn Again!

Low Batt!

Worthless?

BBQ~

Guys = Problems!

"Yesterday u asked me why i so stupid, i din answer you.. If you ask me again why i so stupid.. i will tell you because i love you."

"没有人值得你流泪，值得让你这么做的人不会让你哭泣。可是我，还是让你流泪了。"

"人只有一颗心，一旦碎了，要补回，也是件困难的事."

"我把你的名字写在天空里可是被风吹走了我把你的名字写在沙滩上可是被海冲走了我把你的名字写在每一个角落…妈的、我被警察抓走了！"

"我会爱你一直到你不爱我的那一天"

The Two Birthdays!

Money, Money, Money,

New Lappie!

I'm Into Baking!

Big Day! Result Released!

Short Update!

Kiam aka Tua Liap Lang's Return!

I'm still me.

All about Fundamentals of Marketing's!

My Very Own First Baby-Sitting Experience!

What A Life!

Another meaningful Malay Song.

Amy search - Tiada lagi

Bailey's Return.

New JOB!!!

Quotes!

Bailey and Dolly.

Unwell.

Presentation for English DONE~

Surprise Yenney!

Bad for Good? Or Good for Bad?

Birthday Week.

If, if, and if.

Just Not My Day.

Rainy Day.

Boredom.

Change in Life.

Things not Done~

Big Surprise!

No Life.

T.T

Miserable.

Pain surely ain't a Pleasure!

Down~

Bad Luck Day - 13th on a Friday -

"我把你的名字写在天空里
可是被风吹走了
我把你的名字写在沙滩上
可是被海冲走了
我把你的名字写在每一个角落…
妈的、我被警察抓走了！"