Went market this morning with him... Things were okay at 1st till I got moody... I guess I really started everything again... I guess... I don't know... Haiz... I found out that his grandma says I'm filled up with too much jealousy... Ain't it normal to be jealous??? It makes me think like I'm annoying him... I hated that feeling...

Its holidays now... Can't wait for SPM to finish then I can go Genting with Pauline they all and him... Pau say she wana drive but I think mostly won't la... LOL... Far too dangerous than any roads in Penang... I don't wana fall into any of the pits!!! Don't kill me Pau... xD

He downloaded o2 mania for me in his laptop!!! I appreciated that... I started to regret for scolding him something about not loving me anymore... I just scream out anything when I'm angry... I can't help it... Who call him keep on scolding me back something worst... Even my mum scolded me for bugging him... Its not FAIR!!!

Had conversations with Doreen they all last night... Siao kias... I'm so lost in the convo... LOL... Its quite fun talking like that after so long... Too bad everyone started to get busy with their stuff and left few of us talking only... And I've got a new sentence!!!

Bangau-bangau sekalian bangun-bangun...

And speaking bout new learnt sentence, I'd got this from Ah Tong... This is for when you've got nothing to say when shooting people... Then you wish to make them nothing to say, say this...

Saya tak ada kata-kata nak kata...

In another languague is...

I've got no frog to frog...

Ho liao le??? xD At least now I've got something to make me smile back...

~signing off~

Had been few days since I'd been updating my blog... Its Friday again and its my lucky day... =D Every Friday night and Saturday night he'll be staying at my house... This week kind of not bad... His meeting on Wednesday night had been canceled for dis week... So, I'm quite happy other than about some arguement...

Does it sound stupid forbidding someone talking to their ex? Fine... Maybe its stupid... But I did do that... And now when i think back, I realized that's childish and immature... I think since he can trust me and let me do so, maybe I should try giving him a chance to prove himself are trust-able... I've learnt a new lesson at least... I hope wanting to know what they talk about is not too much... And I added his ex in my MSN again!!! Still a bit afraid though... =C Probably I'll get used to this after some time... Trust!!!

His birthday is just next Saturday!!! Should I give him a present or just give him a big hug and big big kiss??? LOL... Still broke though... Struggling really hard to pay for tuition fees now... He knew all that problem too as he's just facing the same problem as mine... Hehe... Perhaps gonna treat him a feast? Since it makes us both full and satisfied... xD

And1 3 on 3 this coming Sunday... At least there are some $$ source for me... Really Damn "dry" liao... How I wish I've got a money machine beside me... No worries!!! xD Stupid imigination of mine...

Its 3am now... I'm wishing time passes slower during weekends (if only it really happens)... Its a satisfactory being beside him... Even listening to his snores!!! (that's what he's doing now) =D Love is really great I guess... Haha... But still gotta concentrate harder for my SPM... Hopefully my forecast result will be quite good la... I felt like going for January intake... I've made my mind... Diploma in TARC, Degree in SeGi College... *hopefully I won't be changing my mind again...* But I think no more better options already la... LOL...

I can't wait for Sunday to earm $$$ and yet, I don't want Saturday pass so fast... LOL... Memang nothing can satisfy us human beings...

That's for today...
~signing off~

KFC!!!

Today whole day don't get to rest at all... Damn headache in school... Haiz... Just now tuition the lesson damn the memeningkan... LOL... Kelab dan Persatuan... Hardest chapter in Form 5 Accounts subject... Fuhh..... Now waiting for him to finish work... 30 minutes countdown...

Yesterday night both of us acting damn stupid at KFC... Try the WiFi there but cant connect... 2 fat-ass sitting there for half an hour figuring out what happened to the laptop... End up gotta call his friend for help... While doing, sitting there vaining... =D

I Miss Him!!! 19 minutes more to countdown... Haiz... Very headache this few days... Don't know why... Trial is just next week but still did not finish syllables... Die la...

Today in school this Tweety Bird keep urging me do this do that... Everything oso do do do... Worst of all is she can't stop mumbling and repeating the same sentence over and over AGAIN!!! I'm so going to explode soon...

13 minutes more... I'm getting more and more impatient... He'll be having meeting tomorrow again... Every single Wednesday... T.T I guess I'm being really selfish... I don't want him to have meeting at night... Haiz... Gonna get a rest and wait for him now...

~signing off~