It's easy to say to forget everything, but it's really hard.
When only I could become my old self?
He asked me, and I asked myself.
It's when I stop having mood swings and no more day dreaming.
For 2 days I've been troubled with it.
He wants the old me.
The plain old me.
The one who goes crazy around hitting the people around her whenever she laugh.
Well-known for her rough and tough look for one who hardly have any trouble other than money issue.

But now, here I am.
One could been swept away by thought whenever she's seating down and have no discussions or topics to be thought about.
Could only be seen smiling when people all around make jokes and laughter.
When silence's around there she goes.
Mesmerized.
By all funny thoughts that could eventually drown her one day.

He was asking when could all these come to an end?
When could I be the normal me?
Me myself too was wondering.

I know he was the one who's getting hurt more than anyone else.
It's a fact that couldn't be denied.
His heart was already broken into thousands of pieces.
When he told me, my heart sank. I lay flat on the table.
Looking blankly at the messages I received.
Stop hurting him?
I wanted too.
But it seems like there's nothing much mended other than making him suffer more.
Another loser I am.

Time is the only healing that would be for me.
But I'm afraid it would take much longer than we expected.
The feelings are indeed unbearable and the fear of him couldn't bear it any much longer if he sees me day dreaming again stroke me in the center of my heart.
Yet, What could I do?

Act?
Forcing myself to smile as though nothing had ever happened?
I did.
But it seems like it was really forced to.
I'm blank now.

Today that's the new me starting my life all over again.
Telling myself what are the do's and don'ts.
I guess I really deserve someone better.
For example, the one who I am with now!
The one who cares for me all along although he's the one who's getting hurt for no reason.
Staying sweet and cheers me up for when I'm unhappy for some other reasons that he doesn't like.
Yes, that's him ~ Wonder! My Lao Kong. <3
=)

In two days time, I've been stupid enough to do all foolish stuffs.
Witnessed how one loser accused someone for someone else' doing.
Saw how much one could turn really mean and black-hearted when being accused.
Saw how one could really do for the one he loves.
Leaving all his egoistic and do what he's capable of for the particular someone.
Realizing Love itself can really turned into Hatred when it wasn't handled in a proper way.
Realizing that the world is indeed unfair and it's a Dog-eat-Dog world.

But...
I believe all these will come to an end one day.
Again...
Karma and Effect.
Maybe you don't believe it's true, but it's observing every little thing you're doing.

Yes, I'm one of those whose I mentioned.
I seriously never thought of things happened in such a way that could just spin my mind off its sanity.
Being half-conscious and mesmerized, I knew it's really timed for me to totally let go of everything I used to worry about.
Something I need not to!
Blaming myself is a part of it, but surely there were some who should be bearing more of the responsible and yet they don't!
All I can do now is to just forgive and forget!
It is hard, and today, silence did all the talking.
Making the one who really cared for me worrying over something I'm obsessed of.
I felt I'm self-centered and inconsiderate.
That's the shit I was today!

Now, I'm awaken.
Just needed the time to prove everything and let my mind getting used to it.
I know~
There's lots of things that I should be worrying over other than these unnecessary issues.
I admitted I was too reluctant to let go before these.
Now that I saw and witnessed what I should.
Knowing the reality behind those curtains.
All I wished was to curse those losers to death!
I do!
But.
He's the one who changed my mind, though I'm still not used to the decisions made.
Still I knew it was the right thing to do.
Forgetting all these.

Letting off another burden and lead my life to its fullest!
With the one who really cares for me.
=)

I swore to do it in a months' time.
Like I said, I'd achieve something I want if I were determined enough!
I know I could do it, with his help.

Now, to the losers : Bless you!
I'm getting used to things around me without you!
Life's much better.
<3

Again I have to summarize my blog here and there again as there were happenings all around.
I don't like doing these but it surely will make me way lot more convenient.
On last Friday, was the last blog I made. Therefore today, I would be updating you the following dates with pictures again. I just knew that nowadays I'd prefer links than putting up picts (I was lazy!) =P

First, I would like to begin with the outing with my family on the
19th December 2010.
Went of to the market at Raja Tun Uda in the morning and eventually we've gotten ourselves something. It was a real big market over there.
Call me "sua pa kau" or whatever but indeed it's unlike our market in Penang here. It's somekind like a shopping place for those who intended to find something they want with affordable pricing. Of course, you can find anything if you have the heart even though it's hard to find.
I've gotten him a necklace. The pendant is real cute.
It's for Christmas + 100days anniversary.
Though I don't like to count the times we had spent together using days, but I'll do it for the first time as a memory. =)
Right after the market outing with Mum, we headed back home getting ourselves ready for high tea while waiting for Lao Kong to arrive.
Our destination : Clinic Cafe!!!
A clinic themed restaurant. Cosplay restaurant in Gurney Plaza.
Took lots of pictures there. My Mum was laughing mad! Although the food don't taste as good as it seemed to be, at least the decorations do make people felt attracted. The other thing people do other than eating there is taking pictures of course. And that's what we did! With the tools and apparatus they used, many funny pictures can be taken without much trouble.

Click here for the pictures uploaded in Facebook.
Too many of them to be uploaded here. =P

The pricing is just so-so. I should say we paid for the decorations, not the food!
At least my Mum experienced it as she wanted. Still, she prefer T-Bowl. xD
Her next destination?
Obake-Ya! It's located at Leith Street.
I've done some research and it's a prison themed japanese restaurant.
My Mum insisted she wanted to try out different sorts of decorating in various restaurants in Penang. =) Here is the research made for our next to-go place.

Here's roughly the pictures of it.
I will experience the rest of it myself. =D

20th December 2010
is the Big-big day for Hamster. Oh yes~
It's her BIRTHDAY!!!
We had our dinner at the Steamboat House.
Which was actually supposed to be made on Last Thursday but we then post phone it to Monday instead for her.
Lao Kong dropped me there and I was late that time. =P Sorry people.
But the attendance was not really satisfying.
Not much pictures taken but it couldn't used to describe the fun we had back then.
One word to describe the fun we had : WHOA~~~
Another one to represent my condition that time : BOOM~!
My cooking = Goddess! xD
I couldn't deny that it was hot, but the taste was just great.
For no doubt they were addicted to it!
I enjoyed myself with the girls' LOVE : Ice-creams! Haha~
We were all busying with the Kappas and Prawns!
To make our dinner there worth it!
Lao Kong picked me up at 10 something and got him an ice-cream as I promised him. =P
He made all the trouble there and occupy himself at the cybercafe while waiting for my event to end. <3 Too bad, the night ended just like how we expected! Those who attended the steamboat event eventually result in having diarrhoea from consuming too many kappas~ Well, I'm not excluded either! xD The night itself was a nightmare suffering rushing to toilet. Hahaha... Now I shall let the pictures do its job. For the pictures, there's been 2 sections. Enjoy~
First one~
Continued by...

21st December 2010
was another memorable day to remember.
Qiu Jia's birthday!
Yes, the birthday events did dried up my pocket but this place we went was really worth it for its lunch sets if you have no where to go in the noon!
Smoky Jack! Located at Upper Penang Road just right beside Segafredo.
Usual thing I do : The research > Click here to go to the website! =D
I rushed to Gurney for her present. Getting people present was like getting ourselves big-headed! Decisions are hard to be made. So we gotten her Maybelline Mascara and a Concealer. Thank God I did as her's were running out. xD
Again, Lao Kong troubled himself for my convenience and I felt guilty doing so although he insisted. Hmmm~
Let me continue with the lunch we had.
We had our seat in the barrel and the decorations were real nice.
I love the woods dangling all around making the place looked jungle-like.
The pricing like I had mentioned, was affordable for the set lunch. We even took the picture of the receipt for our orders.
Pictures of the pricing and the Food : Comes with starters and dessert. >> Click here! Now the most important part was the taste of the food!
One word : DELICIOUS! Yum-yum~
We then headed to Straits Quay after our lunch and took lots of pictures there. Jia Min even took 2 pictures using her precious instant camera by her Ash. The pictures taken were cute!

Now for this section, my pictures comes in 2 parts again. xD All the combinations of Smoky Jack and Straits Quay pictures.
From Jia Min's album.

From mine~ =P

Lao Kong picked me up again and the usual chores were done like the every other days.
At night, I decided to give him the necklace I bought!
I tricked him to on the air-conditioner for me and left the necklace on the table. He saw it and he's been really happy. I'm really satisfied that I managed to put a smile on his face.
Love you loads! =)


22nd December 2010 : A day for movie!
>>> The Chronicles of Narnia : The Voyage of the Dawn Treader.
The movie was great! I was kind of amazed with how they made the movie so real and amusing though I knew it was just computerized. Still~
Wow!

23rd December 2010
Woke up early in the morning to see Lao kong's face appearing in front of me.
Felt all satisfied and relaxing. =D
Classes like usual and Lao Kong asked me what I want for Christmas prezzie. Of course I requested for nothing. LOL! There's nothing I want more other than happiness and health for everyone. He'd been bugging me about it and I have to stick close to him in order to ensure he did not do so when he had a chance to. I know~ Call me a glue or what-so-ever! xD

24th December 2010 : Christmas Eve!!!
*I hear bells ringing in my ears!=D Lao Kong came over to my house early in red!
*Don't know whose "clever" idea telling us to wear red for Christmas Eve!*
As a result, I ended up like a potato in disguise. xD
Our schedule was organized for the whole day. I have to go over his house as he had to fetch Norman and Mot.
Then I was surprised with his superior acting in the car.
And all his arrangements.
Eventually, he went off to Gurney to get my presents early in the morning!
Awww~
My heart really melted when I saw the card actually not knowing there were actually more for me.
Let me tell you the sequences and let you be envy. =P

Lao Kong (in Hokkien) : Eh! What's that white thing that fell on the floor??? (The Card)
1. Open the packet in front of you. (The Earring)
2. Find the thing behind your seat. (The Storybook)
3. Find a box under your seat. (The Bracelet)
My face expression by then : I don't know! =D
All I can say was Thank You and I love you Lao Kong! And Now I will say it again.
Thanks and Love You loads!!! =D

Fetched Mot and Norman and off to Queensbay Mall. The parking was the difficult part! The basement car park was nothing but cars!!! Lots of lots of cars! Half an hour to get an empty place for ourselves. Met up with Steven and the others in front of GSC. We then collected our movie tickets and the guys were craving for lunch. Food court was nearby then Nick and Mun Yee met up with us over there.
Movie of the day : >>> Just Call Me Nobody.
Rating : 8/10 (to me)
Then, they planned to go for a set of bowling game in Sunshine Square.
Dinner at Victoria Station!
No pictures, so of course I'll provide you the link!
>>> Click for the web page of the restaurant.
Shall let you see the receipt.
The receipt itself was valued up to RM500!!! xD
If interested I'll sell it to you for only 30bucks. Hahhahahah!
We then go over to Lao Kong's old house for the night!
Played Uno, Monopoly, Big 2, Chess and Snake and Ladder,
the Make-No-Sense game! *from Lee!*
Me and Jas had to run up and down for the 2 Birthday guy : Nick and Norman! Getting their cake, looking for the candles and plates as well as thinking how they should eat the cake as there's no water supply other than drinking water over there. xD
We called it a day at 3 something to 4 am.
Being tired, Lao Kong and I plonked ourselves on bed and snored till the morning! Too bad we hadn't take any picture for the day itself but still the day was maximum fun!!!

25th December 2010 (Today)
Woke up early in the morning to find out that Lao Kong was having
high fever!
Terus down~ =( Spent whole day today looking after him making sure he was alright. His fever subsided for an hour when we were going over to Genting for lunch and the heat came back again after that. His Mum took him to the clinic and his body temperature was 40 something Degree Celsius which could have burnt a person's mind off their sanity!
I was worried sick!
Had no choice but to come home unable to keep him accompanied.
Hope he'll get well by tomorrow morning. =(

It's a Friday now.
Another week coming to an end.
Lots of happening for the last few weeks.
I'll just say out the events and let the pictures in Facebook do the sayings.
Move your cursor to the links and just give it a click to look at the pictures.

1. 28th November 2010 : T-Bowl with Mummy and Daddy, of course with Lao Kong.
2. 3rd December 2010 : Inter-Campus Sports Carnival in KL. Lake Ching fainted! Jun lost her handphone.
   
3. 4th December 2010 : 1st and 2nd match with Perak and KL. Sunway pyramid with those crazy bunch of people and knew Wiing! Party Night! Stayed up whole night!
   
4. 5th December 2010 : Supporting for Males team for 3rd and 4th placing. That's when we made LOTS of friends! Closing ceremony! On our way back home to Penang Voiceless!
   
5. 9th December 2010 : Went to Tesco to buy ingredients for Friday's dinner! Went QB on the day itself to dine with his family.
   
6. 10th December 2010 : Lunch with Lao Kong at E-Gate. And prepared dinner for the night! Sandwiches and Spagetthi. Main ingredient : SAUSAGES!
   
7. 14th December 2010 : Bailey's and Dolly's sad happening.
8. 16th December 2010 : Accounts Test 2. Super easy! Was supposed to be going for steamboat with TARC Basketball team but cancelled. Ended up in Gurney with Wonder and his parents instead! The night before sleep is indeed suffering.
   

Today???
I.O.M Test 2~~~
Screwed myself for couldn't concentrate when revising last minute! Refer back to the last two posts for the reasons.
Did badly for the test. Ruin my mood of the day! Lao Kong's presentation is over and the only good news is that I've got an A for summary test and Lao Kong gotten an A-!
The only satisfying part.
Wrote my blog with tears dripping.
Lao Kong sleeping soundly beside me.
I do wish he could gave me a hug, but it's bettr for things to stay these way.
He shouldn't be worrying anymore.

Bailey and Dolly.

Thinking back of dogs, I've lost one.
Perhaps I should say that it was my Mum who let it off.
It was such a heartache looking at her and worry for her.
The fear of her being wet when rain pours and unable to look for foods just couldn't subside off from my mind.
The worst thing is that my Mum turns out to be leading her away farer and farer.
She's a good dog.
She'd came back for us.
My tears just couldn't stop dripping whenever I'm thinking about her.

The last I saw her was on Tuesday 15th of December.
She'd been so thin that I'm able to saw her rib bones.
I feel so useless for being unable to bring her home other than just bring her food and find her whenever I'm able to.
On that day itself, Hideaki told me he found her.
I rushed down as fast as I could and I could never ever forget her happy face and jumping towards me. She's missed us so badly but she's just forbidden to go home. Whenever she ran back home, she'll be brought down again by my sister and every single time she went back, the farer she would be brought.
It had been a few times they had been doing these.
When she saw me, she was so obedient. Sat when I ordered her to and she lied on the hard, tar-coated road just to roll down and play with me.
Giving me her hand just like what I used to asked her to do last time every single time I gave her a pat.
I gave her food and looked around for clean water to drink. She'd been so pathetically hungry and missed home I'm sure. I feel so bad for couldn't stay there longer as I have to go over to Lao Kong's house. She followed me to the back car park even though I asked her to go away and stay where she were. She was so determined to follow me even when the other dogs were barking hard on her. She even even nearly bitten by them but thank god I lead her away.
the rain started pouring and it was heart-wrenching looking out of the car staring at her looking out for me when I tried to get away. I couldn't bear the feelings any much longer and I called out for her name. It was pouring hard!
I was such a SCUM!
She came running around my car and knew I was in there. I opened the door and asked to come in. She did not but stayed there looking at me blankly. The roadside uncle stared at me but I paid him no attention! All I want was to asked Bailey to get in the car!
I even get down from the car to pull her in, but it was like as if she knew she wasn't supposed to be allowed to. She just keep moving away but still at the same spot.
I had no choice but to just drive away. I made a round back and felt better when I saw her going back into our flat compound. Still, I cried in the car on my way to his house.

But what I did not know about is that she was heading back to our home after I left her there!
Once again, she was brought to a farer place this time! Farer than I could imagine.
I thought that I would be seeing her again if she's just somewhere near home and at least I could feed her once in a while.
I guess I couldn't be doing so any longer now.
I still wished that she could find her way back to our flat compound but not going back home.
Although I knew it's kind of hard for her to do so.

While for Dolly, my aunt's white with brown patched Shi Tzu, passed away on the day itself.
Cute little mischievious doggie. Indeed it was really saddening watching our own pet die.
I knew how it felt when my hamster died in my hands where I watched her stretching hard for her last breath with my very own eyes.
So did my aunt.
She couldn't survive from the injections that was overdosed as she was having severe vommiting and diarrhoea.
I wished her rest in peace and reincarnate into something better in her next life.
As for Nicky, her the other half, seemed to be quite depressed as she would be no longer playing under the chairs with him.

Dogs could really be human's best friend and they serve their loyalty more than us human do.
I hope the ones wandering would find their best comfort and shelther for themselves.
So do Bailey.

It had been quite funny for the weather lately. Was raining and being hot all in a sudden. All in a sudden, TORNADO in Penang??? I saw the other video about it last time which I thought it was a bogus. Now it happened again. Indeed it's true. No likey. =(

Was quite busy with trainings and everything lately. Recalled about the Friendly Match on the last Friday. It wasn't good. Nearly all of us getting ourselves hurt. As for me, I got myself being guilty again for making him mad at me for not taking care of myself. Sorry Lao Kong. It wasn't on purpose. I take a chance here to apologize for my wrong being. =)

For the last 5 times of training before going off next month for the Inter-Campus. Again I'm worry after the result of Friday's scores against Dalat. Not very pleasing. Hmmm~ Hopefully they would be improving until the day comes. =)

Accounts presentation was over! Was reading eventually. Needless to say. Last minute work again for no doubt. =P But, I couldn't believe I screwed up for English on last Saturday. Such a disgraceful thing. Gosh, it had been the last thing on my mind that I would be screwing up over a God damn summary. Down~ As for IOM test, again. You know me, I don't know you! That's what I have to pay for NOT studying!!! Next week Accounts test, NO Eyes See!!! =(

Lately, my backache came back like an annual visit. Comes and goes as it like. No good. Once you got that at the right place, Piakk! Hurts you like hell. And when you don't, you can jump like a Monkey and all. Was looking for more chances to go jogging and play some sports. Went for Badminton with Wonder, and the others last night. It was my first time playing with them and I started off with Steven's hard smack on my left ear. He'd aim me all night whenever he had the chance to. LOL! Thanks to my piggy or else I wouldn't know how many bumps I would be getting. Didn't know I've been having a spy though. Iron Man~ xD The one who smacks Steven at the back. Haha. But it came to just a win-win thing when Wonder told me he had one from him too before that game of ours. Looking forward for it again. Kinda addicted to it since my main purpose is just to sweat hard! =)

Talking bout sweating leads to my weight! I realized that I got back to 49kg from 51kg in a few days time. Woohoo~ My Zhu Zai gained weight though. Addition of 1.5kg since Thursday when we last weight ourselves in the clinic. I'm happy and he's upset. LOL! =P

Today, my mood went a little bit swinging. For one minute I'm laughing and joking and the next minute, I'm thinking sort of nonsenses all around. Ain't a good thing. But I just had no idea why. Cramped with lots of nonsense I am. Should have get rid of it but it's just not easy. Had been trying and will be trying. =)

~signing off~

Unwell.

It was hot and cold today. We attended no class and woke up late. All we did was to accompany him to the clinic for check-up and he went to get his hair cut. Nothing much to say other than the training attended just now. I was early today and that's because I was using the short-cut at the cemetery. As I knew the road well already. The training just now wasn't tough but somehow I sprained my back a little. Old sickness coming back. It's aching now. I am worrying about the friendly match with Dalat this coming Friday. From what I see, our percentage of losing is kinda high. But at least it gave the rest some preparations for the upcoming Inter-Campus Competition. Lake Ching. Vanessa and I was thinking hard how to get those people to understand what we were trying to do on the court. We ended up being the one with our head aching. It's not easy to make them really understand what they were supposed to do. We ended quite late today. Although it was drizzling, we continued due to the lack of time. I'm so sorry making Wonder worry bout me as I did not answer his call during meeting after the training.
=C

I was rushing back home after that. Unable to meet up with the others at Khaleel for more info bout the competition jerseys. As my car was going to be out-of-fuel. At the mountain road, with my back aching, bad visibility of my eyes, I accidentally banged the pavement a bit on my left! Which was kind of dangerous. My tyre on the left somehow felt funny after that. Got no choice but to continue driving home as soon as possible. It was already raining by the time I was reaching home. Got my car parked and realized that the back door was locked! Damn~ I had to walk back using the night market road outside which made me soaked up a little.

Back Ache + Coldness + Soaking + Headache = Sickness~

Am shivering in cold right now. Just don't feel so well. Didn't know whether it was the backache that made me feel odd or I am unwell. Hope to be alright tomorrow.
=D

~signing off~

Presentation for English DONE~

Lots of happenings around the corner especially when it comes to assignments and presentations. Was kind of bored with my formal wear that I wore before. So I decided to get myself a formal skirt to match up with my top since I did not have one, and that was on Saturday. Couldn't find any company to go along with me at first and I was so lazy to drive as Wonder was having an outing with his former classmates. In the end, my grandparents would be my first choice, since it was quite sometime since I went out with them. I was rushing for my English presentation slides at the same time. Again, last minute work! Wonder and I just couldn't help procastinating! While I was doing my slides in the Saturday afternoon before going out later at night with my grandma to QB, I was having a chat with Jasmine at Facebook. Luckily she had to get her formal wear for Accounts presentation as she got bored of hers too and we had our girl's date! Unfortunately, I had to give my grandma a "flight" and felt so sorry for it. She came over to get me fetched and I have to say her driving skills were a bit rusty. Hahaha. We just got used to being fetched instead of fetching people for quite sometime. It is undeniable. We chatted all our way there. Too many topics to be discussing about. Had our dinner at T-Bowl. From my experience, the Cheese-Baked Tuna Crab Meat Rice was nice during the last visit there with my Mum and Wonder. So I recommended her that and she chose Cheese-Baked Chicken Chop in Twin Sauce at first. The funny thing was that when we were placing our order, the waitress told us that the two Cheese-Bake's that we had order were quite large for two girls' appetite. We were Forcing ourselves not to laugh and we changed our Chicken-Chop into Tom Yam Seafood Ramen. Which was quite the same size as the previous order too. xD Seems like our size do deceive people who doesn't know us whose appetite is not small. LOL! Shared our foods and it did taste delicious. The Tom Yam tasted just like it and the Cheese-Baked was as great as ever! Ordered Blue Curacao Frappe Bubble Mocktail and Honey Dew Sago. The mocktail tasted special but the sago was a bit disappointing as it doesn't taste as good as expected. Had some pictures with Jas though. We sat there for an hour ++ talking all sorts of things. Our topics were marvellous and it felt like we hadn't been talking like that for years!!! We shopped for our needs at the Brands Outlet at first. The pricing for the formal skirts were nice and affordable and we got ours there. Was even more satisfied when we found our top in Jusco! Woohoo~ I wasn't supposed to be buying anymore top as I don't need one but it was just so impossible for me not to buy it! The price was really reasonable for a quality like that. Me and Jasmine did not realize that we both were actually buying the same whole suit! Haha~ Sisters for real! We were just busy shopping, trying on clothes and crapped all we want until we even forgotten about our Boyfriend. Girls can be really wild when they were shopping I have to say~ Talking bout clothes, I remembered that I did not posted any picture for Jia Min and Jas' birthday present. Of course Ash too. I shall take this opportunity to post it up here this time in this post. Back to the day for me and Jas. =P We don't felt like going back home by the time we done shopping and it was already 10 something. Most of the shop lots in the mall were already closed. We even got shoo-ed out from Aldo as Jas was still looking for her shoe for presentation. We ended up in e-Gate Old Town to pass our time and continued chatting till 1am! Our hyper mood wasn't over yet as I just drank Cham-Peng by then. Drove to my house there and we were talking in the car until 2.10am. Our boyfriends were shocked with us and urging us to go back home respectively earlier. Hahaha... Guy, if you don't know, it the alternative way to pay our revenge on you. xD Making you worry for us makes us felt good and cared! Do it often! =P Was sleeping late that night. But couldn't believe that he even slept later than me! 4 something! I hate you~ And Jas, I'm looking forward to shop with you again for my upcoming New Year clothes!!! xD LOL!

Went to market with my Mum the next day. Which was a Sunday. Saw Blackie's pup before going to market downstairs. Super cute but too bad she'd got skin disease like her Mum did. =( To be coincidence, it was my Mum's Off-Day that day. Asking me where I would be bringing her along, which ended up being rejected as I were to go over to Wonder's house to get our slides done or we would be in dead-meat! Had to go over to a funeral procession after that. Felt really sorry for my friend and his Mum. Uncle Loo, Rest In Peace. I reached home and Mr. Piggy was still sleeping. waited for him till late noon. We managed to get our slides done and even rehearsed for our timeline. Was Camwhoring when he was doing his own slides. Couldn't believed his slides were lot better than mine. Surprisingly. Hahaha... But somehow, the day itself don't really ended great as how it seemed. I felt somehow sorry and miserable for him. I should have been understanding. Slept at 2am. Pop~ Good night I said~

And today, I couldn't wake up in time for lecture. As expected. We attended our IT lecture late and sneaked out before it even have its 5 minutes break in the middle of the lecture! Was surprised by someone special who followed us this time for our lunch. xD Surely she is someone extraordinary or else we wouldn't be alarmed by her presence. LOL! Off to SBS 3rd floor for Big 2 game after our lunch at Gurney Drive. And then, Ta-Da~ English Presentation at 3pm! He was the first to start and he was quite nervous as I was observing him from behind at first, but he ended his slides great. Was proud of him. I was so nervous when it came to my turn that he walks out of the class to get the IT Tutorial question paper for the class to avoid me being that nervous. <3 There's a good and bad effects for that. The Bad one is that he wasn't able to what I've been presenting as the title and the video clip was something from him. =P While the Good one, is that he need not to be teased when the lecturer asked me so had I found my One~ The whole class were Whoo-ing and said he was the someone. LOL! Everything went quite smoothly and for that it had been expected. xD

He dropped me home and went for gym after class. Seems like he was really tired after that as he fell asleep when he came to my house just now. Now he is busy Dota-ing and that is why I am able to blog now. <3<3<3 =D

~signing off~

Surprise Yenney!

Guess I'm starting to be consistent back on Blogspot. It's the end of week now. It's kind of fun I was having this week. Except for a day. Tuesday! Being emo all around and things went a bit wrong. Not really happy with it. Was having cold fight with him I could say. But couldn't spend time with him to get it settled as I was about to go for training at 6.30pm. There I went, being frustrated and sad, rushing all my way to training and got myself stucked in the traffic again. And that was when I nearly got lost in the cemetery area of Mount Erskine! It was quite scary though. I used the small road passing the cemetery area as what Steven told me before to avoid the traffic. The roads were really narrow. It was the first time using that road, or I call that an alley. Things were unfamiliar and I was feeling the Giddy-up in my tummy. All I could do was to follow my instinct. I went to the unfamiliar path leading myself into the cemetery area following a car. Indeed it did went to some place like what Steven had described. But when it came to a road when the path was splitted into two roads, it was quite hard deciding which to go. But I just followed the car in front of mine. Thought that he was going off to the main road of Mount Erskine as well. Who knows the road he leaded me to is to the inner side of the cemetery and that's where they live! I had to do a turning going back to the path I had came back then. Not daring to take the other path, afraid that I might go the wrong way again as it was not early that time. You know~ Cemetery area's during that time don't look friendly. You got what I meant! =P Thank God I met with the two uncles talking by the roadside and I got to ask my way out to the big main road. And indeed it was the other path down the road that I did not chose. That was when he called me at last, saying sorry to me for the whole incident. Which quite softened up my heart and pull back all the anger I had. Then, I could go all the way to college for training with a relieved state of mind. Training was quite not bad. But people who attended were few. Lake Ching went a bit out of mind as she was having her 血如潮水。 After training, he insisted to come over to meet up with me and apologized. Awww~ Yes, my heart did sank. <3 All I could say was that I hated you for making me loving you! =D Things went well after that. End of the day~

On Wednesday, which is the 3rd of November. Things went off as usual and training at night. Was feeling good as he fetched me to training after his gym. =) Although I was late, I did not blame it on him. I was too happy and glad enough for he was fetching me there! Instead, I felt so guilty for making him waited for me for 2 hours ++!!! While during training, I was quite energetic I don't know why, but one of the main reason I trained harder was to improve my stamina and shooting! I wanted to be a bit more consistent in my shooting skills. A real shooter don't shoot like I do~ That's something saddening. Went over to Yam Sheng after training for some "meeting". I was told to go as it was something about the inter-campus competition which is around the corner. I made him went up along with me. Though was afraid that he might felt awkward, I still did. Was really surprised when Hamster appeared beside the table with a BIG Chocolate Birthday Cake! All of them were singing "Happy Birthday" song and I was stunned. LOL! After the birthday song for mine they still continue and this time it was for Loh Bak! Another thing that surprised me as I do not know the plan as well. I was sure she was surprised too. xD I still remember her expressions. On the day itself, I was wearing my birthday present from Jia Min, Jasmine and Ash. The 'wrong wording' T-shirt! Hahaha... On the first sight I placed my eyes on Wonder that morning gave me a funny feeling. He was staring at the shirt. LOL! Okay~ Now the thing I was trying to say was that I was wearing my presents I received on my "celebrated-1-week-birthday-ed". That includes the necklace I wore on my neck from Wonder's Sister-in-law. It was cute. Was already wearing it until right now before I managed to take a picture of it along with the box. Nevermind, now you can see it in every picture of mine. I was being really thankful though to all of you who make my 18th birthday a wonderful one. I shall never forget it! And that's the other end of another memorable day. =D

The upcoming event that was about to be mentioned is Wonder's little nephew's birthday. Cute little 'Different'. Although I still had no idea who gave him this name, it was special. xD Now, it was on the 4th of November which is another memorable day in the week. About classes, not to mention. You (Wonder) know~ =P Went over to his house and we had fun barbeque-ing. The kids were having fun in the small pool. Awww~ I wished to be in the pool as well. I wanted to swim quite badly. The last time I went swimming was to The Lost World of Tambun in Perak. Wonder did went along with us, our whole family too. Had been badly sunburned since then. xD It was fun playing in the water. Felt like going over to my aunt's place for a swim all in a sudden after thinking bout the mini-pool and the water theme park. Damn~ Okay, back to it! My appetite was as big as the lion's! I'd been bbq-ing and eating at the same time NON-STOP! Mouth and hand working hard at the same time! Call that teamwork huh??? Hahaaha... After the whole long meal, we were sitting down and waiting for Wonder's father to be back home. Something really tempting and killing was placing just right in front of my eyes. Gosh damn it! That damn delicious-heavenly-Cheese-Cake! The one which was the same as mine which I've gotten on my birthday. But this time it was slightly bigger and decorated with little toys on it. Something more suitable for a kid's birthday. Alright, the foods were fattening enough and yet I was still feasting on the Cheese-Cake by then. The temptation was unbearable! After the whole BBQ thing, I was really bloated. Went back home and I had got no choice but to self-medicate. Laxative tablets! Which made me went to toilet the next day.

Which was today! 5th of November2010! My tummy went gurgling and I had to go little by little to get the faeces released. Yes I know it was disgusting! But, I just couldn't help it. It felt fun saying out here although I know people like you would be reading. Come on, who doesn't go to the toilet and do some nasty business there??? Hahaha... Don't feel disgusted. I'm being myself~ So, I am GLAD! =D Actually today I was supposed to get my English presentations slides done. Instead, I was busy eating again this evening as his sis-in-law's Microsoft Office was blocked by the setup thing. So I wasn't able to do my slides but at least I did get the thing that I was supposed to memorize done. As for him, he was busy playing his computer game. DOTA~ =.= *I don't like using this but there's no other emoticons I could use to show my face expressions right now. Hahaha... Like he said, "Luckily you have your presentation stuffs to get you busy or else you might go crazy with me playing DOTA~" Well, it's true! Now, my tummy was bloating again. That's because they were BBQ-ing agin as there were foods left from yesterday's. There I went eating again. Was drinking up a little. Such long time since the last I drank. Thanks to his sis-in-law, she was in drinking mood. =P Now, I can't help it but seriously I needed the help of the Laxatives again! At least, It cleans half the food I consumed in my tummy. Hehehe... Then I would have to constipate again tomorrow. Since he won't be around as he'll be having an outing with his friends. It's good. I get to constipate. Hahaha... That's all for today.

~signing off~

Bad for Good? Or Good for Bad?

I don't know whether it's good worrying for you or I'm actually starting to control you. At times, I was quite blank knowing nothing to do. Whether to do it or not. You have your own freedom. So I guess it would still be better remaining silent and let you be what you wanted to be. =) At least things doesn't turn out bad yet. I won't be hoping for that day to come. Wishes for a better day as time goes on.

~signing off~

Birthday Week.

Had lots of fun this whole week. It's my BIRTHDAY on the 26th, which is a Tuesday. Things went pretty well. I shall start off with the 25th.

~25th Oct 2010~
*Went to class as usual. Went to get my "Ice-Cream Cake" then gone back to his house after all the lectures and tutorial. Kind of tired. But, we still have plans on our mind. It was all the idea of Jasmine, Steven and Wonder. That's so sweet of them planning all these for me. I was surprised that it was his nephew's chinese birthday on the 25th too. =D Reached Daorae at 7 something. Everything over there seemed awkward to me since it was my first time there. Wonder and I waited for Steven and Jasmine to arrive, as usual~ =P We looked blankly at the menu knowing nothing and what to order. The prices are quite expensive actually. As we're not used to Korean dishes, we took quite sometime to get our orders done after both of them arrived. =P The workers there are somehow peculiar. Giving us strange looks and I think the reason was Jas could be the most attractive girl in the whole scenario. There they go, CHI-KO-PEK! xD The food was not bad, but Steven gave a BIG NO! While Jas was quite irritated by her food. The "Cold-Mee"~ Thanks to our spicy hot kimchi soup or else she'll be leaving her whole pot of dish behind. I was so bloated as my hands and mouth were still operating even though others had stopped! xD Then the time comes, my "Ice-Cream Cake"! It was a Cheese-Cake~ So heavenly~ I LOVE YOU WONDER! =D And to remind you, my name is NOT EVONE!!! The cake was supremely delicious. SUPER <3~ Took some pictures over there. Reign of Assasins after Daorae. Very yeng! But Wonder was dead tired. Can saw that through his face. It was approximately 11.58am after the movie, Jas was hugging me, jumping, wishing me Happy Birthday, AGAIN~ when it strike 12. While Wonder sent me a message chun chun on 12 although he was just right beside me. Very sweet of him. =D Got dropped back home and wished good night a happy birthday again~ End of the day of my birthday eve~

~26th Oct 2010~
Had lunch at Sek Kong Hui with the Whackos. Got my "presents" from De Ling, Iron Man, and Alex in replacement of foods. xD To me, it's all bout the worth of heart, not the worth of money. And it's more than enough. After lunch, Wonder dropped Jas and Steven back to college, as well as to have a look at the Food-Fair that our college organised. The choices were few, or should I say NONE? LOL~ Thank God it's not in one of our plan. =P Thanks to Hamster as our training were canceled on the day itself. So, I had time to spend with him more. But, it seemed like ruined his plan. He was actually planning to buy me a gift after dropping me to training. The next moment he was a bit in daze. He then suggest to me that he wanted to eat ice-cream. Having his plan changed, he brought me to Haagen Dazz in Pulau Tikus. I do not know how to call it, but his order was cute! Containing melted chocolate, fruits like strawberries, bananas, apples, as well as chocolate cookies, cakes, and ice-creams!!! Too bad we only managed to take a few pictures after we had comsumed half of it. xD I then realized, in 2 days time I've been eating the most fattening desserts : Cheese Cake, Ice-Cream, and Chocolate!!! It was the first time celebrating my birthday with him like that. Everything he did made me felt new. I couldn't believe I dropped my tears when he said something stupid like saying he can't make my birthday better as he can't buy me flower as he had no money and stuffs~ Cheah Kheng Xiong, listen here, what you did was more than enough to me and I don't need you money to buy me stuffs like flowers and everything! I Love You! You made me felt loved and cared. I love who you are and thanks for everything you did! =D <3 I replied all the Facebook wishes one-by-one. All with heart~ Thanks to those 300 people who wished me. =D Then, we made our way back home at 10 something getting ready to celebrate it with my family. Although the cake wasn't cheese cake, it tasted good when it was being eaten with my Mum and my family. Espeacially when he was around with me too. Again, he sent me a message at the start of my birthday and end it at the end of my day. <3 onblur="try {parent.deselectBloggerImageGracefully();} catch(e) {}" href="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEhnHaAZDiScg_96hiA7oSrheo-qw4qQHY87UziZVCl3vPFbm5qsuv1oSFxJI3jbDgJQ8z2cFz24_46fsQp6zRvKIdz0gvNBJvMEhteoJ8E5cLU6b0PknZ051ZLC6X1kIGro40PzCtvvGJVZ/s1600/73635_444712078340_717548340_5400346_8322516_n.jpg">me goodbye and there my day ends again. =D

~27th October 2010~
Went to classes as usual that day and nothing unusual happened. Instead me and hi were rushing back his house to get our Accounts assignments done. Last minute work! As usual~ =P Was damn worried bout that stupid plagiarism thing. I kept on editing the notes from head to toe trying my best. Wonder did the illustration thing and we finished our work late at night! Felt really relieved after handed-in our assignment. Gotta wait for the next day to know the results. Damn~

~28th October 2010~
Woke up early and the first thing I did was to on the desktop and look for the result! My hard work came out to no result! 67% plagiarism! And most of them were from another student's assignment. WTF??? We edited that on our own dude! That software~ Out-of-Date! LOL~ But thanked God, our illustration was kinda nice and nothing was highlighted with the blue remark thing. Was quite proud of my Dear for doing it. =D *Let him song~ I'm sure you are reading this!* xD Went to college and told Jia Min my bad news. She exchanged it with a present of mine. Thanks Jia Min, Ash and Jas for the present. *Although the wordings are a bit wrong* xD I love it anyhow. <3 style="font-weight: bold; color: rgb(255, 153, 0);">Twins Effect! Gosh, Edison was damn handsome. Forget bout his scandalious pictures with Gillian! he's still CUTE! I was busy enjoying the movie while he felt asleep. I knew he was damn tired and exhausted with all the works. xD Love ya~

~29th October 2010~
Headed straight back to his house again. The main reason we spent more time in his house this week is because I would be grounded by babysitting Chloe Beh when my sister would be working after her exam week. =C Was watching some ghost movie by Lin-Zhen-Ying. His ghost movies were well-known and hillarious. That was when that Ratatouile called and was just outside Wonder's house to get his CPU reformat! My MOVIE~ T.T I got myself weighted when they were busy formating the CPU and guess what??? I GAINED WEIGHT!!! WTF! My whole diet plan immediately failed due to the last few days. From 48.8kg, I went to 49.8kg~ Shit me! They then planned to go for a movie jio-ing Ah Bii and my back-up (Nick) after I got back to his room. xD I felt so bad for letting Ah Bii waited for like so damn long as the process of the CPU was slow. While the guys were enjoying themselves playing PS2. LOL! It was interesting. Sat Nick's car to Gurney and our plan was to watch The Rise of The Mummy. Nick's driving was exciting I would say. Not mentioning all the scary parts. =S Reached Gurney in no time as he was fast and "efficient"! the time list was not good. Only midnight movie for The Mummy but Ah Bii was not supposed to go back too late. Switched our plan to The Perfect Wedding by Lam Fung! The Mummy is still on my to-watch list! =P The movie we watched was not bad. Full of obscenity actions! LOL! Not good for kids. Thank God we're not kids. xD The whole rating was 8.5/10. Some scene did make me drop a bit of my tears as it made me emo. It was touching. Got back home exhausted again and there I went. POP! Down on bed~

~30th October 2010~
I did a lot of driving today. An exercise day for my car. Has been a week since I used it for basketball last week. Went over to his house then fetched baby girl (my mum's God-daughter) back from tuition after that. Somehow I felt stress fetching him as usually he's the one doing the driving. =P Got some rest at home and headed to Han Jiang for official table in the Finals. The apparatus was totally a mess. They should be replaced! And the coaches thought that it was our problem. Not really. Hmmm~ Anyway, I felt a bit guilty for letting Wonder sitting at the side alone. Was so afraid he might be bored. Now, at least I've got 12 bucks of extra income. LOL~ Better then nothing. =D Dropped him back home although don't felt like doing so. and there my day ends again. =D <3